Today is five years, since my beloved mother was definitively diagnosed with the non small cell lung cancer, that would claim her life less than twenty five months later.
As I think back, except for the year that I was working at Aflac, at the time hopefully building what turned out not to be a tenure with them, the past five years have been absolute hell.
I've endured, the illness and death of my beloved mother, the loss of my best friend of almost 30 years, nearly dying myself from seizures, the odyessy of the insurance business, being forced to resign from a position I thought I would hold long term, conflict and and trouble with my father, a long, futile job search, and a year long depression after my mom's death.
I'm still working at finding jobs/ a business always.
I just hope/wish things would get better.
The last five months since I found out the mega deal that I thought was going to solidify me at Aflac long term, wasnt going to materialize, might well be the worst five months for me, personally.
During my mom's two year illness, and the year plus after her death, were pure torture, with a difference.
At those times, I was not doing anything to help myself move forward in my life.
Such isnt the case now.
I hope that with continued effort, things will get better soon.
As I've posted previously, I've stopped praying, ever since my prayers were not answered during my mom's illness, and with the deal that would have saved my insurance career materializing.
My view, .
Just keep trying, and the Greater Force has a plan for me, regardless of how dilligently I try.
As I think back, except for the year that I was working at Aflac, at the time hopefully building what turned out not to be a tenure with them, the past five years have been absolute hell.
I've endured, the illness and death of my beloved mother, the loss of my best friend of almost 30 years, nearly dying myself from seizures, the odyessy of the insurance business, being forced to resign from a position I thought I would hold long term, conflict and and trouble with my father, a long, futile job search, and a year long depression after my mom's death.
I'm still working at finding jobs/ a business always.
I just hope/wish things would get better.
The last five months since I found out the mega deal that I thought was going to solidify me at Aflac long term, wasnt going to materialize, might well be the worst five months for me, personally.
During my mom's two year illness, and the year plus after her death, were pure torture, with a difference.
At those times, I was not doing anything to help myself move forward in my life.
Such isnt the case now.
I hope that with continued effort, things will get better soon.
As I've posted previously, I've stopped praying, ever since my prayers were not answered during my mom's illness, and with the deal that would have saved my insurance career materializing.
My view, .
Just keep trying, and the Greater Force has a plan for me, regardless of how dilligently I try.
