fml.

having the worst day.

I was supposed to go with my gf to her old cape house on friday and saturday next week. The house is being sold/demolished, this is a once in a lifetime moment to see the amazing house she spent her childhood in for the last time. I would also spend time with her father, whom I've met only once.

wednesday, I wrote down on the calender at work that I needed those days off. However, thursday when the next week schedule was put up, I did not get the days off. I was kinda pissed, because the manager made the schedule early, and didn't think to check the calender again.

anyways, so that day I told the manager that I wanted those days off, and she said i should of wrote them off, which I DID. She said okay, and I figured I was golden.

today my boss comes up to me and says that too many people asked for those days off before hand, and I couldn't get them off. It was, 'too hard,' to take me off.

I felt like I got stabbed.

Not only was I extremly upset with my boss, but with the manager who 'okay' 'ed it. She should of said something instead of leading me on.

I told my gf, and of course she's mad at me, and depressed, as I am. she wants me to call out but i can't because I know my boss will suspend me or cut my hours.

I really don't understand WHY it's so hard to find someone who will switch days with me. I mean, It's NEXT week...there's plenty of time. I think the whole thing is unfair, but I can't do a thing.

I feel like I just shattered my whole relationship...if not, a chunk of it.

I understand it's not totally my fault, expeshally since I found out about this on tuesday, my day off, short notice.

I still feel like I could've done something.