Hello friends.
I owe an apology to many of you. It's long overdue, and some of you haven't spoken to me in months. I deserve that. I've been very self-absorbed for a long time. I've had a lot going on, moving 1000 miles away, changing jobs, and I sunk into a pretty deep depression. I pushed most of you away. I thought I was focusing on my D/s relationship with Lee, but I wasn't even doing that. I suck as a submissive, and I suck as a friend. I'm really, really sorry to any and all of you that I hurt, pushed away, ignored, or bothered. I'm sorry for only talking about myself, and complaining about my life.
I've been incredibly lonely lately, and had to take a long hard look at what my life has become without my friends in it. The purpose of this blog is not to get anyone to feel sorry for me. The purpose is for me to acknowledge what a shitty friend I've been, to all of you, and for you to all see that I get it. And I'm really, really sorry.
The reason I'm going away is so that I can focus on getting my head back on straight, adjust to a new house and divorce, and try to repair and maintain the few close friends I still have. I'm not asking your forgiveness. I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry. All of you deserve much better that what I've become.
I owe an apology to many of you. It's long overdue, and some of you haven't spoken to me in months. I deserve that. I've been very self-absorbed for a long time. I've had a lot going on, moving 1000 miles away, changing jobs, and I sunk into a pretty deep depression. I pushed most of you away. I thought I was focusing on my D/s relationship with Lee, but I wasn't even doing that. I suck as a submissive, and I suck as a friend. I'm really, really sorry to any and all of you that I hurt, pushed away, ignored, or bothered. I'm sorry for only talking about myself, and complaining about my life.
I've been incredibly lonely lately, and had to take a long hard look at what my life has become without my friends in it. The purpose of this blog is not to get anyone to feel sorry for me. The purpose is for me to acknowledge what a shitty friend I've been, to all of you, and for you to all see that I get it. And I'm really, really sorry.
The reason I'm going away is so that I can focus on getting my head back on straight, adjust to a new house and divorce, and try to repair and maintain the few close friends I still have. I'm not asking your forgiveness. I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry. All of you deserve much better that what I've become.
