I woke up with a weight in my chest this morning.
I make a show of not caring. Despite what some may believe, I'm not good at being vulnerable. But I do care. I care a great deal. Every time you screwed up, even if I made it clear I didn't support it, I stood by you, I exhausted myself covering you, doing everything I could to help you get things together, because I knew how much potential you have. I knew, beyond your lack of responsibility and your poor decision making, that you tried your best, that you could accomplish great things if you only had a chance to get things together.
I can't do that this time. I can't be there to clean up this mess, and I can't do anything to fix this for you. It kills me, watching you throw your life away on this stupid mistake, but it's out of my hands now.
So, you do what you feel you have to. And I'll do the same. You might hate me when it's over. But if that's the price I have to pay, so be it.
Thanks for listening.
I make a show of not caring. Despite what some may believe, I'm not good at being vulnerable. But I do care. I care a great deal. Every time you screwed up, even if I made it clear I didn't support it, I stood by you, I exhausted myself covering you, doing everything I could to help you get things together, because I knew how much potential you have. I knew, beyond your lack of responsibility and your poor decision making, that you tried your best, that you could accomplish great things if you only had a chance to get things together.
I can't do that this time. I can't be there to clean up this mess, and I can't do anything to fix this for you. It kills me, watching you throw your life away on this stupid mistake, but it's out of my hands now.
So, you do what you feel you have to. And I'll do the same. You might hate me when it's over. But if that's the price I have to pay, so be it.
Thanks for listening.
