Each time I think my father cant get more putrid, he does...
He called this morning.. wanting to know if I can see him on "Saturday". I have plans with my friend Barney on Saturday.,. for a nice day, and don't want to screw those up, for what will amount to an hour lunch, seeing this punk.
If I tell Barney I cant see him Saturday.. he will make other plans, and, after my hour with my father.. I'd be on my own.
This is positively maddening., My father has time to take Cheryl on many week long trips.. to travel for a long day to see his friend Marvin for a whole day.. almost 300 miles each way, and has time for everyone, and everything else, but he has no other time but to screw up my day with my good friend.
Normally, I'm extremely agreeable with whatever he wants to do, but this time I said no. I am simply sick of him having time for everyone else but me, and then expecting me to change my plans, when he does just as he pleases.
My prayer. no more than one year from now.. to have the business I want.. so I can free myself of this shit. We have no relationship. We don't do anything together.. We talk one or two minutes a day. We see one another only at his convenience, and his best friends.. are my worst enemies.
Truly pathetic, and sickening.
He called this morning.. wanting to know if I can see him on "Saturday". I have plans with my friend Barney on Saturday.,. for a nice day, and don't want to screw those up, for what will amount to an hour lunch, seeing this punk.
If I tell Barney I cant see him Saturday.. he will make other plans, and, after my hour with my father.. I'd be on my own.
This is positively maddening., My father has time to take Cheryl on many week long trips.. to travel for a long day to see his friend Marvin for a whole day.. almost 300 miles each way, and has time for everyone, and everything else, but he has no other time but to screw up my day with my good friend.
Normally, I'm extremely agreeable with whatever he wants to do, but this time I said no. I am simply sick of him having time for everyone else but me, and then expecting me to change my plans, when he does just as he pleases.
My prayer. no more than one year from now.. to have the business I want.. so I can free myself of this shit. We have no relationship. We don't do anything together.. We talk one or two minutes a day. We see one another only at his convenience, and his best friends.. are my worst enemies.
Truly pathetic, and sickening.
