My sister and bro in law have been dying to live in NOVA(Northern VA) for a long time. Well the reason they hadn't just up and left was because he wanted to have a job up there first. He had a great paying job down here. Well my bro in law had a job interview about two weeks ago and he got the job. I mean I am happy for them and in one way it sucks, but then in another way it doesn't. I will miss living in this big house with them because it was so nice. They knew about my kink and were okay with it. I can go on kinky websites, leave my toys out, watch fetish porn. and Skype with whomever I wanted without a care in the world.
Now I am going home(Which is close to Suffolk) and I will have to do all of my kinky shit on the sly(Oh god how will I hide my toys!). I can't promise that I will be checking my kinky sites or be able to chat with my friends as much as I did before, but I will try as hard as I can. I will be sad if I never get to talk to my friends again. I am also a little sad because I just had some awesome play with a great guy that I want to play with again. We are even talking about being business partners and doing a clips for sale studio together. My only problem is how do I meet him? What do I tell my family?
I actually have missed home and I feel I need to be there right now. My grandpa who just turned 86 is getting really bad off and I promised my 85 year old grandma that I would look after them. I feel home is where I need to be right now. My mom is not doing too hot right now either. She just found out her heart issues are due to her heart having holes that make it look like Swiss Cheese. She goes to her heart Dr. This Fri. to see if they will want her to do the surgery or not. Let me tell you this my mom had to kill off part of her thyroid taking liquid iodine in high school(Hyperthyroidism), she has been anemic, she has fibromyalgia, she suffers from really bad varicose veins, and she has arthritis(I probably even left something out). Basically she has never been in good health and now she has found out that her heart has probably had holes in it for a long time.
Now I said that my sister and bro in law going to NOVA could be a good thing. Well I have a fair amount of photographers up around the NOVA,MD,D.C. area that want to work with me. I also have some friends I've talked to from up there as well. They will also be closer to Philly and NY City. Bus or train tickets from Union station to places up north are also pretty affordable. I am hoping to visit some of my friends up north and I can just tell my family I'm viisting my sister. They won't have their own apartment right away. They are moving in to a friend's apartment for at least two months, but they said they will be looking for there own place. I can't wait to visit them and hop on the D.C. metro to go to the Smithsonian! Like I said before I will miss this house and I miss not be able to be free and open about my lifestyle, but I just have to be thankful for what I have and go with the flow.
Now I am going home(Which is close to Suffolk) and I will have to do all of my kinky shit on the sly(Oh god how will I hide my toys!). I can't promise that I will be checking my kinky sites or be able to chat with my friends as much as I did before, but I will try as hard as I can. I will be sad if I never get to talk to my friends again. I am also a little sad because I just had some awesome play with a great guy that I want to play with again. We are even talking about being business partners and doing a clips for sale studio together. My only problem is how do I meet him? What do I tell my family?
I actually have missed home and I feel I need to be there right now. My grandpa who just turned 86 is getting really bad off and I promised my 85 year old grandma that I would look after them. I feel home is where I need to be right now. My mom is not doing too hot right now either. She just found out her heart issues are due to her heart having holes that make it look like Swiss Cheese. She goes to her heart Dr. This Fri. to see if they will want her to do the surgery or not. Let me tell you this my mom had to kill off part of her thyroid taking liquid iodine in high school(Hyperthyroidism), she has been anemic, she has fibromyalgia, she suffers from really bad varicose veins, and she has arthritis(I probably even left something out). Basically she has never been in good health and now she has found out that her heart has probably had holes in it for a long time.
Now I said that my sister and bro in law going to NOVA could be a good thing. Well I have a fair amount of photographers up around the NOVA,MD,D.C. area that want to work with me. I also have some friends I've talked to from up there as well. They will also be closer to Philly and NY City. Bus or train tickets from Union station to places up north are also pretty affordable. I am hoping to visit some of my friends up north and I can just tell my family I'm viisting my sister. They won't have their own apartment right away. They are moving in to a friend's apartment for at least two months, but they said they will be looking for there own place. I can't wait to visit them and hop on the D.C. metro to go to the Smithsonian! Like I said before I will miss this house and I miss not be able to be free and open about my lifestyle, but I just have to be thankful for what I have and go with the flow.
