Yes. I am ready to begin anew! For the last three + years I have been so busy taking care of my folks. With my moms passing I was not sure what would happen. My father is gettng better everyday and my usefulness is slowly dwindling.
I do believe that when my dad is able to take care of himself to my satisfaction, I will be moving on to a new life. I need to satisfy some things that have been missing in my daily routine. I need to become whole again. I have aspirations and the need to be fulfilled.
All my life I have been there for others. I have left pieces of myself with many people. Withought sounding selfish, I really want to do something for myself. I need to feel like my life is not one dimensional.
I want a child of my own. I want a wife I can love and grow old with. I need to pursue my acting and writing without someone telling me it is just a dream.
I have so many great friends here and elsewhere. I am truly blessed in so many ways. The good lord made me a caring person and I love that about myself. I am always there for anyone that needs me. I just want to be there for myself too.
If I must stand alone, then I will be sure to stand tall! All I need from everyone in my life is support. I want someone to understand me. I am ready to be more than just a man, I want to be MY OWN MAN! My family tends to think they know what I want. I think I know better.
I have a lot of writing to do over the next couple of months. I have so many ideas swirling around in my head. I need to decide which are the best. God only knows where my path will lead me, but I sure am glad I have path to be on.
Tom
I do believe that when my dad is able to take care of himself to my satisfaction, I will be moving on to a new life. I need to satisfy some things that have been missing in my daily routine. I need to become whole again. I have aspirations and the need to be fulfilled.
All my life I have been there for others. I have left pieces of myself with many people. Withought sounding selfish, I really want to do something for myself. I need to feel like my life is not one dimensional.
I want a child of my own. I want a wife I can love and grow old with. I need to pursue my acting and writing without someone telling me it is just a dream.
I have so many great friends here and elsewhere. I am truly blessed in so many ways. The good lord made me a caring person and I love that about myself. I am always there for anyone that needs me. I just want to be there for myself too.
If I must stand alone, then I will be sure to stand tall! All I need from everyone in my life is support. I want someone to understand me. I am ready to be more than just a man, I want to be MY OWN MAN! My family tends to think they know what I want. I think I know better.
I have a lot of writing to do over the next couple of months. I have so many ideas swirling around in my head. I need to decide which are the best. God only knows where my path will lead me, but I sure am glad I have path to be on.
Tom
