I think it might be getting to be that time again. This last year on the forum has been a rollercoaster to say the least. I have made a lot of friends. And I have lost some as well. I have been in the middle of stupid drama. In the background and foreground. I have met some interesting people.
But I have also dealt with pain and loss. From people in my life walking away. To being judged without hearing my side of the story about things I had supposedly done. To watching my heart break over a few people in here.
That I am afraid is getting too much for me to deal with in my life. I am trying so hard to find someone, I just want a family. I freely give my heart away to whoever will take it for a time .And I have to stop that. And there are so many people on this forum I have yet to meet that I know will steal my heart and I don't want to go through this any more.
I don't know how long ill be gone. Or if I am going at all. But just in case, too my friends I will be around and you know now to contact me.
To the people that were my friends, or didn't take the time to get to know me, or just didn't like me. I hope that you find what you're looking for in the world and may happiness always be your companion through life.
And to the women that touched my heart. Thank you for givong me the chance to see how amazing and special you were. Even if I didn't get the chance know it on an intimate level, I thank you for the time you allowed me to have.
But I have also dealt with pain and loss. From people in my life walking away. To being judged without hearing my side of the story about things I had supposedly done. To watching my heart break over a few people in here.
That I am afraid is getting too much for me to deal with in my life. I am trying so hard to find someone, I just want a family. I freely give my heart away to whoever will take it for a time .And I have to stop that. And there are so many people on this forum I have yet to meet that I know will steal my heart and I don't want to go through this any more.
I don't know how long ill be gone. Or if I am going at all. But just in case, too my friends I will be around and you know now to contact me.
To the people that were my friends, or didn't take the time to get to know me, or just didn't like me. I hope that you find what you're looking for in the world and may happiness always be your companion through life.
And to the women that touched my heart. Thank you for givong me the chance to see how amazing and special you were. Even if I didn't get the chance know it on an intimate level, I thank you for the time you allowed me to have.
