So I was sitting here cause I can't sleep. Don't know why I just can't. So I turned on the TV and started flipping through the channels. I have realized something. There are things I cannot bring myself to watch anymore. I can't watch family guy anymore. I just turn it on and something in my head starts churning. And I have to change the channel. I love or used to love family guy. I don't know what has happened. But I can't do it. There are other things I can't watch. I can't watch garden state (one of my favorite movies) or Donnie darko, and a few other movies. It is weird it is like I start watching those movies and I get kinda sick to my stomache. Like the movies are making me physically ill. I'm not sure what is happening with that.
I might just be fucking weird. Last Friday was my dads birthday. It was a crappy day. Christmas is at the enddof this week thank God. The only positive thing is I get to see my brother. He is flying into town.
I also think I am going to start voice blogging again at snapvine. Since I am usually not at the pc when I do this. I don't even know why I do this. I know a few people read it. Mainly out of morbid curiosity.
I've started painting again. Getting the creative juices flowing trying now to think about stuff. Basically busy work but I am at a creative block and haven't found the inspiration I need yet.
I might just be fucking weird. Last Friday was my dads birthday. It was a crappy day. Christmas is at the enddof this week thank God. The only positive thing is I get to see my brother. He is flying into town.
I also think I am going to start voice blogging again at snapvine. Since I am usually not at the pc when I do this. I don't even know why I do this. I know a few people read it. Mainly out of morbid curiosity.
I've started painting again. Getting the creative juices flowing trying now to think about stuff. Basically busy work but I am at a creative block and haven't found the inspiration I need yet.
