Alright, venting time. I never do this, but I feel like I need to right now. Stressed out, and people suck, and just...overall, sucky. I continue to allow people in my life that are assholes. Why do I do this? Because, let's face it...the pickins' are slim for me, I can't be choosy (is that even a word?). And disclaimer: this is about no one here at the forum. These are my vanilla life "friends".
Long story, but there's one friend of mine who, since her divorce (4 years ago), has turned into a very selfish, nasty person. Since I've known her for a long time, I've generally just been offering my support, and ignoring the bad side....but something she said got to me (for reasons I'm not mentioning here). She was blaming her ex's friend for the divorce, and in the rant, said "at least I know who my real parents are". I did actually call her out on her behavior, but she managed to make it about her. This is just one thing, but yeah, I feel like I don't even know her anymore.
Another friend, who I continue to let treat me bad because of what I mentioned above.
And I have other things going on in my life that I'm not sure how to solve....and more lame ass friends. I'm just really tired of doing so much for people, and getting so little in return. It's just not been a good couple of months. I have put up a front with some people, and kept most of what's bothering me bottled in. Anyway, I'm sure none of this made sense...but if anyone wants to offer something to cheer me up, I need that more than anything else right now. If you've read this, thank you.
Long story, but there's one friend of mine who, since her divorce (4 years ago), has turned into a very selfish, nasty person. Since I've known her for a long time, I've generally just been offering my support, and ignoring the bad side....but something she said got to me (for reasons I'm not mentioning here). She was blaming her ex's friend for the divorce, and in the rant, said "at least I know who my real parents are". I did actually call her out on her behavior, but she managed to make it about her. This is just one thing, but yeah, I feel like I don't even know her anymore.
Another friend, who I continue to let treat me bad because of what I mentioned above.
And I have other things going on in my life that I'm not sure how to solve....and more lame ass friends. I'm just really tired of doing so much for people, and getting so little in return. It's just not been a good couple of months. I have put up a front with some people, and kept most of what's bothering me bottled in. Anyway, I'm sure none of this made sense...but if anyone wants to offer something to cheer me up, I need that more than anything else right now. If you've read this, thank you.
