Have you ever felt like you were meant to be with someone?
Like, the first time you saw them you just knew? You had some gut feeling. Not exactly "love at first sight" because I don't believe in that ... but just a feeling.
And if you are having these feelings then why do sometimes your feelings don't get returned?
And what if under any other circumstance they would?
Did we meet at the wrong time?
Does fate step in the way?
Are we hiding what we are truly feeling because we are scared to take the risk?
I mean, if you are in a "safe and comfortable" spot in your life ... why challenge it? Wouldn't you just try to be happy with what is already right in front of you?
That's something I don't get.
If you are really and truly feeling something, something strong, for someone then why do you feel the need to hide it or repress it?
Let's be honest. You can love more than one person. Right? And if you believe that there is someone out there for everyone then that must be true. Right?
So what if you're with someone, but you find someone who might be better for you? Why do we make the choices that we make? In the end you're all going to get hurt.
I hate feeling like this.
I hate that one person can make me feel this way.
I hate that I can give my heart to someone and get nothing in return.
I hate that I feel stupid for liking him even though it feels as if there is no hope.
Sigh.
Like, the first time you saw them you just knew? You had some gut feeling. Not exactly "love at first sight" because I don't believe in that ... but just a feeling.
And if you are having these feelings then why do sometimes your feelings don't get returned?
And what if under any other circumstance they would?
Did we meet at the wrong time?
Does fate step in the way?
Are we hiding what we are truly feeling because we are scared to take the risk?
I mean, if you are in a "safe and comfortable" spot in your life ... why challenge it? Wouldn't you just try to be happy with what is already right in front of you?
That's something I don't get.
If you are really and truly feeling something, something strong, for someone then why do you feel the need to hide it or repress it?
Let's be honest. You can love more than one person. Right? And if you believe that there is someone out there for everyone then that must be true. Right?
So what if you're with someone, but you find someone who might be better for you? Why do we make the choices that we make? In the end you're all going to get hurt.
I hate feeling like this.
I hate that one person can make me feel this way.
I hate that I can give my heart to someone and get nothing in return.
I hate that I feel stupid for liking him even though it feels as if there is no hope.
Sigh.
- So...yeah.
Wednesday, August 3rd 2011
6:06PM
Been at...