I seriously think I lucked out with Ryan ... I mean things like that just don't happen everyday ... and I am so goddamn lucky to have him in my life. He doesn't treat me like crap and we are so comfortable with each other that it feels like I've known him for years! It's just ... incredible. Ah. I'm still at a loss of words for it. 
And I am so worried about my best friend Clare right now... I've blogged about her before and her shit-hole of a boyfriend ... but she has seriously pushed me over the edge this time. Time after time after FUCKING time she calls me up crying her eyes out, bitching about some shit that happened AGAIN for the 1millionth time with her boyfriend .. blah blah blah. I love clare... she's the best friend I have ever had ... but this shit has got to stop. I'm always going to be there for her ... but I can seriously no longer support her fucked up behavior.......
How many times can you try to convince someone that they are fucking up their lives by going back to the same guy over and over again? And how many times can you sit on the phone and listen to her bullshit lies about how this time she really is going to move on and find someone better?
Because I lost count after 20.... seriously. This has happened at least 20times in the last couple of months.
I'm finally happy...and is it wrong of me to want to tell her that I'm done listening to her bullshit to me? She knows I hate her boyfriend... I have for the longest time... he treats her like crap... and I can't support their relationship anymore. I just can't do it. It's like a never ending cycle with their drama and I am just so completely over it! So would it be completely insensitive of me to tell her that I'm done dealing with HER drama because she is only hurting herself here and apparently the advice I give her every time just goes in one ear and out the other.... like she doesn't even get it! It's so frustrating! Ah! 😡
Bah. Anyways. I just needed to rant about that. I freaking log into Facebook and see her page and her status is "So in love with Matt!" and not even a WEEK ago she was telling me for the 100th time that she was sick of getting hurt...realized he would hurt her again...and that she was "seriously" moving on this time! Fuckkkkkkkkk it.
But yeah... other than that shiiiit ... I couldn't be more happier with life right now. Ryan
is amazing. Life is amazing. Friends are amazing. My first munch is coming up this Friday... I couldn't be more excited! 
And I am so worried about my best friend Clare right now... I've blogged about her before and her shit-hole of a boyfriend ... but she has seriously pushed me over the edge this time. Time after time after FUCKING time she calls me up crying her eyes out, bitching about some shit that happened AGAIN for the 1millionth time with her boyfriend .. blah blah blah. I love clare... she's the best friend I have ever had ... but this shit has got to stop. I'm always going to be there for her ... but I can seriously no longer support her fucked up behavior.......
How many times can you try to convince someone that they are fucking up their lives by going back to the same guy over and over again? And how many times can you sit on the phone and listen to her bullshit lies about how this time she really is going to move on and find someone better?
Because I lost count after 20.... seriously. This has happened at least 20times in the last couple of months.I'm finally happy...and is it wrong of me to want to tell her that I'm done listening to her bullshit to me? She knows I hate her boyfriend... I have for the longest time... he treats her like crap... and I can't support their relationship anymore. I just can't do it. It's like a never ending cycle with their drama and I am just so completely over it! So would it be completely insensitive of me to tell her that I'm done dealing with HER drama because she is only hurting herself here and apparently the advice I give her every time just goes in one ear and out the other.... like she doesn't even get it! It's so frustrating! Ah! 😡
Bah. Anyways. I just needed to rant about that. I freaking log into Facebook and see her page and her status is "So in love with Matt!" and not even a WEEK ago she was telling me for the 100th time that she was sick of getting hurt...realized he would hurt her again...and that she was "seriously" moving on this time! Fuckkkkkkkkk it.
But yeah... other than that shiiiit ... I couldn't be more happier with life right now. Ryan
is amazing. Life is amazing. Friends are amazing. My first munch is coming up this Friday... I couldn't be more excited! 
- So...yeah.
Wednesday, August 3rd 2011
6:06PM
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