I had this great idea for a blog entry in my D/s blog, and I was hoping to write it tonight, but I'm just not in the right headspace for it. My mom left to go home today, and I was a lot sadder than I expected to be. It's been wonderful having her here. I didn't realize how much I miss being around her all the time. It was really difficult to drop her off at the airport. One of my best friends who still lives in SC is about to have her baby in a couple of weeks, and I'm going to miss it. I miss my friends at home so much, and it feels even worse lately because of the mounting tension among my circle of friends up here. I'm looking forward to heading home for a week (hopefully) if they ever freaking schedule my divorce date!
So my schedule is all messed up, I'm really tired, and haven't been sleeping that great, and I miss my family. I miss Lee too. I saw her for a bit this evening, but we worked for most of it, then ate and I fell asleep. She woke me up when it was time to leave. Then I had to go straight home. Blech. I can see the great potential for me to fall into a funk this week, but the Chicago trip is coming up, and I have to suck it up and put on a happy face. Hopefully no drama occurs and IML will be a blast. Jillian told me to dress like a lesbian. I'm not exactly sure how to do that. According to Stewie, that would be a pair of Doc Martens and a flannel shirt. Neither of which do I own. I do, however, own a huge black bruise, accompanied by many lighter bruises, on my ass. They came from a delightfully hard spanking on Thursday night, along with this long, hard, rubber implement that I think was responsible for the severity of the bruising (although she was spanking incredibly hard with her hands alone). Unfortunately she cruelly tickled me out of my amazing subspace seconds after the beating stopped.
Anyway, enough rambling for tonight. Hopefully I'll be up for an actual blog entry with some sort of substance, tomorrow night. 🙂
So my schedule is all messed up, I'm really tired, and haven't been sleeping that great, and I miss my family. I miss Lee too. I saw her for a bit this evening, but we worked for most of it, then ate and I fell asleep. She woke me up when it was time to leave. Then I had to go straight home. Blech. I can see the great potential for me to fall into a funk this week, but the Chicago trip is coming up, and I have to suck it up and put on a happy face. Hopefully no drama occurs and IML will be a blast. Jillian told me to dress like a lesbian. I'm not exactly sure how to do that. According to Stewie, that would be a pair of Doc Martens and a flannel shirt. Neither of which do I own. I do, however, own a huge black bruise, accompanied by many lighter bruises, on my ass. They came from a delightfully hard spanking on Thursday night, along with this long, hard, rubber implement that I think was responsible for the severity of the bruising (although she was spanking incredibly hard with her hands alone). Unfortunately she cruelly tickled me out of my amazing subspace seconds after the beating stopped.
Anyway, enough rambling for tonight. Hopefully I'll be up for an actual blog entry with some sort of substance, tomorrow night. 🙂
