When I started surfing tickle web sites at the ripe age of .... ehem ,18, EVERYTHING with tickling was hot.
And maybe ALL of TJ productions videos (my introduction to tickle videos) were hot and most other videos pale in comparison nowadays.
But while surfing at that tender very legal age, just seeing a picture of a finger tickling a foot... was enough. That was all I needed to get excited. And all was well with the world.
But then I wanted to see the ticklee's face while she was getting tortured. So then I'd look for videos with the ticklee's face and the feet getting tickled. And that was enough.
And when I was older I wanted the bondage to be more restricting and convincing as a restraint. And that became enough to be satisfying.
And then when I watched enough videos, I wanted to the girl to be insanely, uncomfortably ticklish. And here I am.
So maybe the videos are good for other people, but watching them makes me set impossibly high standards for my own life.
I posted something about this a while back in the tickle discussion and I got a bunch of responses about how people were happy in their own real-tickling-lives and that watching videos enhanced things for them. Well, good for them.
But there are those of us that are in relationships where we don't tickle.
So the videos (and stories) are it for me.
But I need to stop watching them.
Or watch them less often.
Because in ten years, at this rate, I'll just want all the women ticklers in videos to wear blue eyeshadow and matching nails.
So here goes Project "Watch Less Tickle Porn". Day #1 is underway.
And maybe ALL of TJ productions videos (my introduction to tickle videos) were hot and most other videos pale in comparison nowadays.
But while surfing at that tender very legal age, just seeing a picture of a finger tickling a foot... was enough. That was all I needed to get excited. And all was well with the world.
But then I wanted to see the ticklee's face while she was getting tortured. So then I'd look for videos with the ticklee's face and the feet getting tickled. And that was enough.
And when I was older I wanted the bondage to be more restricting and convincing as a restraint. And that became enough to be satisfying.
And then when I watched enough videos, I wanted to the girl to be insanely, uncomfortably ticklish. And here I am.
So maybe the videos are good for other people, but watching them makes me set impossibly high standards for my own life.
I posted something about this a while back in the tickle discussion and I got a bunch of responses about how people were happy in their own real-tickling-lives and that watching videos enhanced things for them. Well, good for them.
But there are those of us that are in relationships where we don't tickle.
So the videos (and stories) are it for me.
But I need to stop watching them.
Or watch them less often.
Because in ten years, at this rate, I'll just want all the women ticklers in videos to wear blue eyeshadow and matching nails.
So here goes Project "Watch Less Tickle Porn". Day #1 is underway.
