Sometimes it just amazes me how nervy some people can be.
I've posted on my blog about how my friend Adam's mother, called me to express concern about my seizures, and indignantly ordered me to go to the Dr. While that might seem "Noble", what she was REALLY concerned about was something else.
I think I mentioned how she advised me "Not to discuss anything personal with Maria". (Like it's her fucking business if Maria and I discuss that we want to fuck each other every day, even though we don't discuss that).
I spoke to Adam tonight, and told him I was very uncomfortable with his mother bringing up to me what I discuss with Maria. Somehow, the conversation turned to the topic of Maria "Not being Jewish". I said to Adam "If I do get involved, isn't the most important thing that I'm happy with the person I'm with, forgetting being "Jewish". His reply was "I guess". Then I REALLY figured out what the problem is.
Adam and I had our falling out in my freshman year of college, before I was ever with a woman. My interactions with my ex, and other women, were all when Adam was out of my life. For the past three years, since he came back into my life, I had no one, due to my mom's illness, and death, and my own frame of mind. Maria is the first girl I even have a sembalance of emotion for, "In that way".
The bottom line with Adam, is jealously. He used to have this problem when we were younger, as I lived in a bigger house than him, with a pool, was rich, etc. Since he and I are talking again, I'm diminished, I lost my mom. Now, he is the one with the big house and pool, and I have a studio apartment, and an uncertain life.
Whether its Maria, or someone else, and whether she is "Jewish or not", I have every reason to believe that the old jealously would surface if I had love and he didn't.
Soooo,.,, my plan is never to discuss any woman I like with him, be it Maria, or anyone else, and to completely ignore his mother's whole "Not being Jewish" thing.
I find it appalling that after the hell I went through this year with losing my mom, and the issues I have ongoing, all the time, with my father, that I should get such flak from people who are supposedly my "friends", just because I like a girl who "Isnt Jewish".
Some people just truly have nerve. If they want to subscribe to the whole "not Jewish thing", let them. Its not their business who I like, or date.
I've posted on my blog about how my friend Adam's mother, called me to express concern about my seizures, and indignantly ordered me to go to the Dr. While that might seem "Noble", what she was REALLY concerned about was something else.
I think I mentioned how she advised me "Not to discuss anything personal with Maria". (Like it's her fucking business if Maria and I discuss that we want to fuck each other every day, even though we don't discuss that).
I spoke to Adam tonight, and told him I was very uncomfortable with his mother bringing up to me what I discuss with Maria. Somehow, the conversation turned to the topic of Maria "Not being Jewish". I said to Adam "If I do get involved, isn't the most important thing that I'm happy with the person I'm with, forgetting being "Jewish". His reply was "I guess". Then I REALLY figured out what the problem is.
Adam and I had our falling out in my freshman year of college, before I was ever with a woman. My interactions with my ex, and other women, were all when Adam was out of my life. For the past three years, since he came back into my life, I had no one, due to my mom's illness, and death, and my own frame of mind. Maria is the first girl I even have a sembalance of emotion for, "In that way".
The bottom line with Adam, is jealously. He used to have this problem when we were younger, as I lived in a bigger house than him, with a pool, was rich, etc. Since he and I are talking again, I'm diminished, I lost my mom. Now, he is the one with the big house and pool, and I have a studio apartment, and an uncertain life.
Whether its Maria, or someone else, and whether she is "Jewish or not", I have every reason to believe that the old jealously would surface if I had love and he didn't.
Soooo,.,, my plan is never to discuss any woman I like with him, be it Maria, or anyone else, and to completely ignore his mother's whole "Not being Jewish" thing.
I find it appalling that after the hell I went through this year with losing my mom, and the issues I have ongoing, all the time, with my father, that I should get such flak from people who are supposedly my "friends", just because I like a girl who "Isnt Jewish".
Some people just truly have nerve. If they want to subscribe to the whole "not Jewish thing", let them. Its not their business who I like, or date.
