"...since I could hold my head up high..."
Blogging, keeping a personal spiritual journal, writing in general; each of these have helped me clear some of the clutter in my mind and help me focus on some of the things I tend to let slip pass.
On the crazy front: I went through anger management and therapy without a hitch and emerged feeling much better about things. While I still cried like a baby on my birthday, it felt good to cry. Emotions...I don't know how you humans deal with them... I haven't spoken to my ex since Thanksgiving. I can only believe she is alive and well, and wish her the best.
As far as life in general goes, with me being partially involved in retail, this particular holiday season has been even more emotionally and physically draining than in the past. Add in a very temperamental and sometimes cold hearted roommate, some failed attempts at romance, and various aches and pains that remind me constantly of my mortality, I'm not doing too bad.
See, I gotta keep my head up high. Gotta focus on the better things. I'm employed, relatively healthy, and some of the goals I want for myself keep being improved upon by the various ideas I get from outside sources. I am so certain that 2011 is going to be a better year than the last two. If not, I'll not be too surprised.
There's a lot I am still unable to do for myself for various reasons, but I am determined to make those changes so that I can have more freedom.
Yes, next year will be better, or else.
Blogging, keeping a personal spiritual journal, writing in general; each of these have helped me clear some of the clutter in my mind and help me focus on some of the things I tend to let slip pass.
On the crazy front: I went through anger management and therapy without a hitch and emerged feeling much better about things. While I still cried like a baby on my birthday, it felt good to cry. Emotions...I don't know how you humans deal with them... I haven't spoken to my ex since Thanksgiving. I can only believe she is alive and well, and wish her the best.
As far as life in general goes, with me being partially involved in retail, this particular holiday season has been even more emotionally and physically draining than in the past. Add in a very temperamental and sometimes cold hearted roommate, some failed attempts at romance, and various aches and pains that remind me constantly of my mortality, I'm not doing too bad.
See, I gotta keep my head up high. Gotta focus on the better things. I'm employed, relatively healthy, and some of the goals I want for myself keep being improved upon by the various ideas I get from outside sources. I am so certain that 2011 is going to be a better year than the last two. If not, I'll not be too surprised.
There's a lot I am still unable to do for myself for various reasons, but I am determined to make those changes so that I can have more freedom.
Yes, next year will be better, or else.
