"It's Complicated."

I find myself in the land of "It's Complicated."
And it IS complicated.

Sometimes I wonder if things would be easier if I could just turn my feelings off.
Sometimes I wonder if things would be easier if I had the ability to just go get what I want like a boss just to satisfy my own needs
and move on.

But that's just not who I am.
I am passionate.
I am loyal.
I fall hard.
I love deeply.

I'm not cold, unmovable,
closed, unyielding.
I move
like I don't care.
But I do.

I'm still in love.
And I don't know
if I want to be
or don't want to be.

I
Just
Am

Living in the world of "It's Complicated...."
Is anything but easy.

Anybody feel me?