It's Over

Having had a day to think about things, I know what I need to do. I've pretty much already done the little things like changing my relationship statuses on social sites that I belong to. I just haven't officially ended it with Dan, but I will on Tuesday when I see him. 🙁

The main reason I want to talk to him is to see if he'll admit to it. We had come to an understanding that if one of us messed up and cheated, as long as we manned up to it, then we could work through it. If he had told me that he cheated instead of me finding out through his phone, then maybe things would be different.

I can't stay with him; I know that. At least for now. I'm going to stay in contact with his dad and stepmom, maybe visit with them occasionally. They've become family to me and I couldn't cut ties with them just because Dan betrayed me.

Since he's going to prison for 120 days, he won't be out until April so it gives me space away from him. It'll give me time to heal and I don't know, maybe we can be friends.

Also I want to thank everyone for their support and kind words. It has helped tremendously. You all are amazing and I'm blessed to call you friends.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.