So Here we are.
2010
wow.
I was going to sit and blog about what I learned from last year. My shining moments and epic failures. But as I have rewritten this about 12 time I made a decision. It is time for a change. I need to make a life change. I am not moving or getting a new job. But i need to change my view of the world and how it affects and influences my life.
I am going to try something new. I am going to try my best not being so pessimistic. I used to say I am not pessimistic I am a realist. I dont believe everything is going to go to shit, but it usually does. I think that may be why I am not making progress in my life.
So I am going to try and be positive about things and not bitch as much as I normally do.
I have also realized that in my life I dont feel very fulfilled. I think that is because though i am here for anyone that asks and i take care of my mom, I dont think I go to bed at night feeling I havent really given to anything or anyone. So I am going to start doing volunteer work. Some kind of civic projects. I am not sure what as of right now if it be a big brother program or volunteer my time at a hospital or habitat for humanity. I might become a member of MPACT which is a Memphis professional civic group that does a lot of volunteer work.
On top of that I am going to be joining the toastmasters. If you do not know what the toastmasters are they are go here: http://www.toastmasters.org/
If you have ever wanted to learn to speak in public this is a great place to go. My grandfather used to be a member and a toastmaster general and has always thought I should join. So I am going to.
It will also help me write which should in time make these blogs a little more endurable to read. especially since I have lost any talents i had in writing a long time ago.
lets see. everything else is going pretty good. I actually had a a really good christmas. I got to see my brother and spent time with his mother and family. And that was great. I hadnt been around their family in about 18 years and they made me feel extremely welcome and like i was still part of the family.
The new year has been a lot more uneventful at work as opposed to last year. nothing bloweded up or anything.
hmmmmm im guessing that is about it. laters
2010
wow.
I was going to sit and blog about what I learned from last year. My shining moments and epic failures. But as I have rewritten this about 12 time I made a decision. It is time for a change. I need to make a life change. I am not moving or getting a new job. But i need to change my view of the world and how it affects and influences my life.
I am going to try something new. I am going to try my best not being so pessimistic. I used to say I am not pessimistic I am a realist. I dont believe everything is going to go to shit, but it usually does. I think that may be why I am not making progress in my life.
So I am going to try and be positive about things and not bitch as much as I normally do.
I have also realized that in my life I dont feel very fulfilled. I think that is because though i am here for anyone that asks and i take care of my mom, I dont think I go to bed at night feeling I havent really given to anything or anyone. So I am going to start doing volunteer work. Some kind of civic projects. I am not sure what as of right now if it be a big brother program or volunteer my time at a hospital or habitat for humanity. I might become a member of MPACT which is a Memphis professional civic group that does a lot of volunteer work.
On top of that I am going to be joining the toastmasters. If you do not know what the toastmasters are they are go here: http://www.toastmasters.org/
If you have ever wanted to learn to speak in public this is a great place to go. My grandfather used to be a member and a toastmaster general and has always thought I should join. So I am going to.
It will also help me write which should in time make these blogs a little more endurable to read. especially since I have lost any talents i had in writing a long time ago.
lets see. everything else is going pretty good. I actually had a a really good christmas. I got to see my brother and spent time with his mother and family. And that was great. I hadnt been around their family in about 18 years and they made me feel extremely welcome and like i was still part of the family.
The new year has been a lot more uneventful at work as opposed to last year. nothing bloweded up or anything.
hmmmmm im guessing that is about it. laters
