just ramblinggg

i'm pretty bored right now so i'm just gonna blog.

let's see...
-i move out in 1 week
-i'm off work probation on feb 4th
-i've been working out / eating healthy
(i need to lose 30 pounds, damnit!)

i just can't wait to move out of my parents house! seriouslyyy. finally won't have to tell my mom where i'm going/when i'm going/who i'm going out with/what i'm doing...blah blah blah i can feel the freedom!

and it's a nice apartment too.
it's a 2 bedroom, 1 1/2 bath, and has a basement!
i already know i'm making the second bedroom into an art room (i really need to get back into that and it'll be so nice to have a full room for all my art stuff...instead of stuck in the back of my closet like it is right now!)

i've also been working SO hard to lose weight.
i keep going up and down..but i NEED to stop weighing myself every damn day! its a bad habit.
today i freaking ran in the snow. ugh...that is the hardest thing ever. my legs were completely numb after the run! i've been progressing though.
i started out at 1.2 miles (no stopping...woo!)
and today i ran 1.5 miles (no stopping!!!)
i've been running with a...hmm...i guess you could call him a friend 😉 from work. he really keeps me movitated..and today i had to grab his hand and helped me make it up the hill and to the 1 1/2 mile marker. he's so sweet!

he's really different then most guys i've hung out with in the past.
he's older...(21 years older...hahah! yeah i know, i know...can't help it i like the older guys)
but he looks A LOT younger...i mean like A LOT.
but he's just so...nice! he likes to do different things and go different places...
like our first "date" (haha) he took me to shadowbox (which is a comedy club here in ohio) and that was a lot fun.
we went to zoo lights...remember how i bitched about that before? haaaa
and last friday he took me to a REALLY nice restaurant 🙂
BUT we aren't dating. and i intend to keep it that way. i am in NO way looking for a boyfriend. and don't worry i told him i wasn't looking for a relationship and he's cool with it (i think) i meannnnn he mentioned how he does like me and all that crap...but i'm just not ready. i like...no..i LOVE being single.

other than that my life is pretty much routine now.
sleep, run, work, go out with my friend andddddddddddddd repeat!

time for bed!