This blog entry doesn't really have a subject. Not much has been going on in my life lately, but a lot has been going on in my mind. I feel I am at a place in my life where everything is about to change drastically. I feel alright about this. I LOVE change. I love the feeling of something new and exciting. This is why I change my style around a lot. This is also probably why I can't get a boyfriend. It has its ups and downs ... but to be honest I like having change in my life. If everything stayed the same for years and years I would get sooo bored.
Some new changes in my life are of course Emma ... my little sweetheart niece. She is now 5 days old ... wow! Time is flying by. I miss her... it sucks being at my dorm and away from her. It's going to be weird moving back home. I am actually kind of not looking forward to it. I HATE being at this dorm but that doesn't mean I don't want a place of my own. When I move back home there is literally going to be no room for me. The upstairs is full. And the basement, where me and my sister usually share a room is now taken over with Emma's nursery.... so basically I am SOL when I move back home. I'm guessing all my stuff is just going to have stay in boxes. Something good that might happen in the near future [hopefully this summer] is my Grandpa's old house is being rebuilt after a disaster during the winter where the pipes burst and basically destroyed everything. So the plan is my mom, her boyfriend, and my grandpa will move in there and my sister and I will stay at the house with Emma and Nathan. Who knows though. That would be really nice just so I could have the whole upstairs or something all to myself. But ... just keep your fingers crossed.
Another change will be NEST. We are in the teens now! ah! 2ish more weeks ... can you believe it? I sure can't! I CAN NOT wait to meet everyone! I told my roommate I was running away to Philly at the end of this month and she was just like "Okay ... go for it!" haha she just has no idea. I was talking to Clare about it today and she was so excited for me. She was all like, "I want to KNOW everything that happens ... and you BETTER call me if you are in trouble." I wish she could come ... you guys would love her. True, she doesn't have a tickling fetish, but so what? It's not like the only thing at NEST is tickling, right? I would hope not because I would probably die haha. I really am excited for the hot tub ... I know that sounds lame and that I shouldn't spend the whole weekend in the hot tub, but I don't think I can help myself. You guys MIGHT have to pull me out ... because I just love them. I'm weird, I know. Get over it! 😀 I am so worried something is going to go wrong like the DAY BEFORE I leave for NEST. Like ... ah, I dunno ... my mom will call saying I have to come home or something. I plan on just being like, "Yeah mom I'm staying at the dorm this weekend because my roommate is staying." Easy enough, right? I hope so. I guess I am getting all worked up for nothing, but I really do have shitty luck when it comes to things I get excited about. I'm not even joking. I mean, I am pretty sure I can get away with this. How hard could it be? It's just 3 days over the weekend. Ah ... I just need to stop stressing about it. I still need to mow the lawn for that extra $50 I need. It's been raining ALL week pretty much... watch it rain this weekend and I won't be able to ... it will just be my luck! Just watch! And I can't forget to grab the KooshPal for Mel ... ahh so much to remember! I need to make a list.
Aside from all the NEST stuffff .... hm. School is almost over! 5 more weeks and I'll be out of CCAD for good! Thank you thank you thank you! I really can't wait to spend the summer filming local bands. I also hope I get the job at the Sheriff's office so I can earn some money. I really want to go to Warped Tour this year and film there, if I can. I think filming documentaries on unknown bands would be awesome. I know film is hard to get into ... but I dunno. I want to try it out at least, and I have the summer to decide if it's what I want to do. Oh well ...
Alright. Well I've been putting off this writing paper for far too long and it's due tomorrow haha ... peace!
Some new changes in my life are of course Emma ... my little sweetheart niece. She is now 5 days old ... wow! Time is flying by. I miss her... it sucks being at my dorm and away from her. It's going to be weird moving back home. I am actually kind of not looking forward to it. I HATE being at this dorm but that doesn't mean I don't want a place of my own. When I move back home there is literally going to be no room for me. The upstairs is full. And the basement, where me and my sister usually share a room is now taken over with Emma's nursery.... so basically I am SOL when I move back home. I'm guessing all my stuff is just going to have stay in boxes. Something good that might happen in the near future [hopefully this summer] is my Grandpa's old house is being rebuilt after a disaster during the winter where the pipes burst and basically destroyed everything. So the plan is my mom, her boyfriend, and my grandpa will move in there and my sister and I will stay at the house with Emma and Nathan. Who knows though. That would be really nice just so I could have the whole upstairs or something all to myself. But ... just keep your fingers crossed.
Another change will be NEST. We are in the teens now! ah! 2ish more weeks ... can you believe it? I sure can't! I CAN NOT wait to meet everyone! I told my roommate I was running away to Philly at the end of this month and she was just like "Okay ... go for it!" haha she just has no idea. I was talking to Clare about it today and she was so excited for me. She was all like, "I want to KNOW everything that happens ... and you BETTER call me if you are in trouble." I wish she could come ... you guys would love her. True, she doesn't have a tickling fetish, but so what? It's not like the only thing at NEST is tickling, right? I would hope not because I would probably die haha. I really am excited for the hot tub ... I know that sounds lame and that I shouldn't spend the whole weekend in the hot tub, but I don't think I can help myself. You guys MIGHT have to pull me out ... because I just love them. I'm weird, I know. Get over it! 😀 I am so worried something is going to go wrong like the DAY BEFORE I leave for NEST. Like ... ah, I dunno ... my mom will call saying I have to come home or something. I plan on just being like, "Yeah mom I'm staying at the dorm this weekend because my roommate is staying." Easy enough, right? I hope so. I guess I am getting all worked up for nothing, but I really do have shitty luck when it comes to things I get excited about. I'm not even joking. I mean, I am pretty sure I can get away with this. How hard could it be? It's just 3 days over the weekend. Ah ... I just need to stop stressing about it. I still need to mow the lawn for that extra $50 I need. It's been raining ALL week pretty much... watch it rain this weekend and I won't be able to ... it will just be my luck! Just watch! And I can't forget to grab the KooshPal for Mel ... ahh so much to remember! I need to make a list.
Aside from all the NEST stuffff .... hm. School is almost over! 5 more weeks and I'll be out of CCAD for good! Thank you thank you thank you! I really can't wait to spend the summer filming local bands. I also hope I get the job at the Sheriff's office so I can earn some money. I really want to go to Warped Tour this year and film there, if I can. I think filming documentaries on unknown bands would be awesome. I know film is hard to get into ... but I dunno. I want to try it out at least, and I have the summer to decide if it's what I want to do. Oh well ...
Alright. Well I've been putting off this writing paper for far too long and it's due tomorrow haha ... peace!
- So...yeah.
Wednesday, August 3rd 2011
6:06PM
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