Sometimes when I was a kid there was certain things I wasn't allowed to do or watch on television. I am sure we all experienced similar frustrations as kids. I sometimes wanted to press a fastforward button into adulthood so I could do whatever the hell I wanted. But it's when you become a young adult for the first time that you realize how sweet it really is to live at home, always having someone there to care about you, take care of you, and worry about you. Once you are out on your own, your family still cares obviously but there is this newfound sense of..."okay...I am on my own now...so now what." You know what I mean?
Anyway I felt like in the last few months a lot of life changes have been happening to me. I am at a place in my life that I have wanted for S-O long and now that it's finally here I am extremely happy but still hesitant. I always feel that as soon as something good comes along it's going to end. That type of repetition has occurred one too many times during my life so while I embrace and look forward to new, exciting changes...I always fear a negative outcome.
But I've come to realize that this negative outcome is what helps me build character and really focus on myself and depend on MYSELF for the first time. I don't have a parent to pick up the pieces, to answer all the questions, and kiss the booboo's anymore. Instead I have to think on my own, make mature decisions, and respect myself.
Therefore I just wanted to thank all my friends here at the TMF who have been so supportive and great from the very beginning! I have met nothing but great people here and at gatherings
There are so many wonderful people here that show support, because we all know what it's like to be depending on yourself for emotional support for the first time in your life, completely alone in a whole new world.
So I just wanted to say thanks and bless you all
-Perse
<3
Anyway I felt like in the last few months a lot of life changes have been happening to me. I am at a place in my life that I have wanted for S-O long and now that it's finally here I am extremely happy but still hesitant. I always feel that as soon as something good comes along it's going to end. That type of repetition has occurred one too many times during my life so while I embrace and look forward to new, exciting changes...I always fear a negative outcome.
But I've come to realize that this negative outcome is what helps me build character and really focus on myself and depend on MYSELF for the first time. I don't have a parent to pick up the pieces, to answer all the questions, and kiss the booboo's anymore. Instead I have to think on my own, make mature decisions, and respect myself.
Therefore I just wanted to thank all my friends here at the TMF who have been so supportive and great from the very beginning! I have met nothing but great people here and at gatherings
There are so many wonderful people here that show support, because we all know what it's like to be depending on yourself for emotional support for the first time in your life, completely alone in a whole new world.
So I just wanted to say thanks and bless you all
-Perse
<3
