Maria..

After I post this.. I'm going to get back to work, and wont be posting any more personal "rants"..

I seriously don't understand this woman.,,. if anyone is opportunistic, its her.

This is a woman.. who bent my ear.. about every personal problem she's had, claiming she " cant talk to anyone else". I've discussed personal feelings with her too.

I hadn't seen her this week.. because I've been home working.

I decided to finally take a break, and went out of the house, for a few hours today.

When I walked into the restaurant.. I hadn't seen her in a week, which is unusual. She started bv saying.. in a completely phoney tone of voice. "The BIG BIG BOSS IS HERE, so I really cant talk".

I gently said.. "Aren't you going to ask where I've been?" She said something like "No".

I hadn't said a word to her, about anything. She doesn't know about my bad meeting with my father on Sunday, my one point late night miss with the exam, my locking myself in the house most of this week.

I ate my meal, and left quickly.

I guess what bothers me is the hypocrisy. Don't tell me "You're the only one I can talk to", and then behave like this. If you don't feel like talking a lot on a day, fine, I get that, but you can at least say "How are you"?

I think I'm going to be avoiding her for a lot longer. Since she doesn't notice I'm gone.. I'll stay away.

Thankfully, NYC is a big city, with many girls. She's not the only fish in the seas.