I went to another shop tonight with Miss Lee. It was a lot of fun. We've been doing pretty well lately. We've been communicating a lot better. I really miss doing the hypnosis, because of how amazing it made me feel. But I'm trying to learn some self-soothing techniques that I can do (obviously) by myself, and for myself. I hope we can do more hypnosis soon, but I'm not going to allow myself to become reliant on it.
I'm a little nervous about this weekend. We're leaving Thursday night when I'm done at the office. We have to drop off the weens, then head to Slacker's, where we'll crash. We won't get in til like 2am. Then on Friday morning sometime we'll leave for Ohio, all four of us. I always get so nervous before gatherings, mostly because I never know what all will happen. I'm focusing foremost on being the best submissive I can possibly be. After that, I'm just hoping to have a few heart-to-heart chats with some great people, and just catch up. I'm not going to let anything get me upset or riled up.
I'm a little nervous about this weekend. We're leaving Thursday night when I'm done at the office. We have to drop off the weens, then head to Slacker's, where we'll crash. We won't get in til like 2am. Then on Friday morning sometime we'll leave for Ohio, all four of us. I always get so nervous before gatherings, mostly because I never know what all will happen. I'm focusing foremost on being the best submissive I can possibly be. After that, I'm just hoping to have a few heart-to-heart chats with some great people, and just catch up. I'm not going to let anything get me upset or riled up.
