I suppose today is really day 9, because I didn't post anything last night (seeing as I didn't have my laptop with me, and even if I did, it was 4am when we got in!). We had an amazing night. We went out with Lee's best friend (one of them) whom she's known since middle school, and he took us to this awesome gay bar. I've never seen so many men dressed as women, heh. Here we are at dinner, prior to hitting the club:
It was lots of fun and very interesting, to say the least! We even saw (and took a photo of) a guy dressed in mostly black with a "Tickle Me" shirt on. He was "Tickle me emo." Bwhahaha! She gave me a great chomp on the neck toward the end of the night, and after watching some guy try and fail to use a cane-type implement on someone (this was not a s/m club), she demonstrated it on my almost bare ass, after hiking my dress up. It was someone's halloween prop, and had a heart on the end. It was lovely.
We haven't done any hypnosis lately, and I can certainly feel the difference. It's as night and day as when I forget to take my meds. I just get so insecure and wacky when I don't have that reassurance that seems to come so much from being hypnotized by her. And after having a brief peace from that, I realize how much it has sucked living as the wacko for all of this time. My very first therapy appointment is this Thursday, and she's coming with me. I'm really looking forward to it. I have hope that it's going to drastically help in many areas of my life. He's experienced with D/s relationships, so I hope he's able to make some sense of what my life is, and help me get back on track.
Anyway, so yeah. There's my daily happy.
It was lots of fun and very interesting, to say the least! We even saw (and took a photo of) a guy dressed in mostly black with a "Tickle Me" shirt on. He was "Tickle me emo." Bwhahaha! She gave me a great chomp on the neck toward the end of the night, and after watching some guy try and fail to use a cane-type implement on someone (this was not a s/m club), she demonstrated it on my almost bare ass, after hiking my dress up. It was someone's halloween prop, and had a heart on the end. It was lovely.
We haven't done any hypnosis lately, and I can certainly feel the difference. It's as night and day as when I forget to take my meds. I just get so insecure and wacky when I don't have that reassurance that seems to come so much from being hypnotized by her. And after having a brief peace from that, I realize how much it has sucked living as the wacko for all of this time. My very first therapy appointment is this Thursday, and she's coming with me. I'm really looking forward to it. I have hope that it's going to drastically help in many areas of my life. He's experienced with D/s relationships, so I hope he's able to make some sense of what my life is, and help me get back on track.
Anyway, so yeah. There's my daily happy.
