I went out to dinner with my father tonight, something I didn't want to do, with as upset as I am about Maria, and Barney, and of course, knowing how upset I was, he used it as his opportunity to ream me.
I';ve posted how many times I've been to the DMV to try and deal with the ID, to no avail. After handing me bullshit of "he gives me credit for it". He started in.
He completely discounted my desire for a business, telling me that the sources I contacted wont be replying, like I don't already know this. He also went on to ream me how he knows a "Harvard MBA who is a busboy".
The ONLY thing I haven't done this year after all the hell I've been through, is to get myself a dead end job that would make me feel badly. I've dealt with his abuse, his family's abuse, my mom's death, having to move, and the pain of the rejection from the sources I hoped for regarding the business I want to do, not to mention the frustration I have lately with what's been going on with Barney, and Maria.
He didn't talk about the REAL things that are concerns of mine. Filing for bankruptcy so I can have a life, doing a business that I can feel good about, going to the headstone company to put a stone on my mom's grave.,
I told him I basically want it to be over. I've served my purpose, as Sheila's son. A man who sspends no time with me, and is abusive, to swoop I in, with his "fixes" for my life.
Since I posted it here, I'm hoping there will be no replies, or measured ones. I basically wish I could do a business, and have little or nothing to do with him. I was happier when I wasn't dealing with him or his family. I blame my mom, and myself, for not pushing a business in the PA years, to have allowed me to be free of him when she died.
I';ve posted how many times I've been to the DMV to try and deal with the ID, to no avail. After handing me bullshit of "he gives me credit for it". He started in.
He completely discounted my desire for a business, telling me that the sources I contacted wont be replying, like I don't already know this. He also went on to ream me how he knows a "Harvard MBA who is a busboy".
The ONLY thing I haven't done this year after all the hell I've been through, is to get myself a dead end job that would make me feel badly. I've dealt with his abuse, his family's abuse, my mom's death, having to move, and the pain of the rejection from the sources I hoped for regarding the business I want to do, not to mention the frustration I have lately with what's been going on with Barney, and Maria.
He didn't talk about the REAL things that are concerns of mine. Filing for bankruptcy so I can have a life, doing a business that I can feel good about, going to the headstone company to put a stone on my mom's grave.,
I told him I basically want it to be over. I've served my purpose, as Sheila's son. A man who sspends no time with me, and is abusive, to swoop I in, with his "fixes" for my life.
Since I posted it here, I'm hoping there will be no replies, or measured ones. I basically wish I could do a business, and have little or nothing to do with him. I was happier when I wasn't dealing with him or his family. I blame my mom, and myself, for not pushing a business in the PA years, to have allowed me to be free of him when she died.
