So I am not in my new apartment, that has a two bedroom, and I HAVE MY OWN ROOM now. When we moved in my roommates stuff I was really excited. And I am slightly excited now. But right now I'm kind of scared. I don't know why either. I don't know if it's because I'm going back home for the weekend to go get my stuff. And just the fact of going home makes me scared? I don't know if I'm scared because I'm finally getting my life back together after the break up with Pete. I don't know what to think right now.