It's been nearly three weeks since I saw the incriminating text messages on Dan's phone and two weeks since I confronted him about them. He denied them, and while I believe that he didn't actually cheat on me, he still lied to me. He kept the truth from me and he didn't talk to me about how he was feeling about anything. 
He has many things to work on when he gets back out of prison, one step at a time. Being in a relationship is the last thing he needs, no matter how much he wants us to be together. I'll still be his friend and all, but not his girlfriend. I love him and I always will, but I can't trust him.
Last week Thursday I had an appointment at Planned Parenthood to get an STD testing and I found out on Monday that I tested positive for chlamydia. That doesn't prove that he cheated since he admitted to sleeping with his friend Julie back in January so he could've caught it then and not know. I got treatment and it'll take a little over a week for the infection to clear out of my system.
Overall, it's been a lesson learned and I'm moving on. I'm at the point where I feel like it's over and done with and it's not a big deal anymore. Then I think it's only been two weeks since I ended it with him. Shouldn't I still be somewhat upset about it? Shouldn't I still have moments of wishful thinking or crying jags?
I don't know.
He has many things to work on when he gets back out of prison, one step at a time. Being in a relationship is the last thing he needs, no matter how much he wants us to be together. I'll still be his friend and all, but not his girlfriend. I love him and I always will, but I can't trust him.
Last week Thursday I had an appointment at Planned Parenthood to get an STD testing and I found out on Monday that I tested positive for chlamydia. That doesn't prove that he cheated since he admitted to sleeping with his friend Julie back in January so he could've caught it then and not know. I got treatment and it'll take a little over a week for the infection to clear out of my system.
Overall, it's been a lesson learned and I'm moving on. I'm at the point where I feel like it's over and done with and it's not a big deal anymore. Then I think it's only been two weeks since I ended it with him. Shouldn't I still be somewhat upset about it? Shouldn't I still have moments of wishful thinking or crying jags?
I don't know.
It's already...