My brain has been feeling pretty murky, mucky, and gross as of late. I feel a lot of resentment towards a good portion of my family, and stress from the move and financial matters is slowly creeping up and taking over. I feel like there are very few people I can count on anymore to do what they say they are going to do, or be the person they say they are. Sometimes I can accept it and sometimes it really pisses me off. (Though I've found a mental refuge in watching Hey Arnold for some unknown reason.) Work hasn't been feeling fulfilling, though it could have to do with the lack of kids now that summer is coming on. I spoke with a woman who works in the same building I do, though she teaches in a different cluster so I never see her. We bs'ed for about 2 solid hours, airing our grievances with the world. It turns out she has connections to local American Indian centers and knows of 2 healer shamans. So perhaps it's high time to visit a healer and get my show on the road.