Let me say this right now. Yes I do fetish modeling and yes fetish modeling is kinky/sexy, but this does not mean I am a prostitute! I am on ModelMayhem to look for photo shoots not play sessions. I am on FetLife and TMF for play sessions and I don't ask for money either dammit!
So let me explain. I look at my Yahoo and notice I have a new message on ModelMayhem. Well I go log in and I get excited because I get a message that says are you interested in a paid gig? I looked at the photographers profile and it he sounds like he is new and getting started. Hey we all have to start somewhere right? Well I write him back saying yes and what did he want to do? He writes:
"I'll pay you very well to come hangout and fool around with various fetish and bondage ideas. Don't even have to take pics if you don't want. I just want to branch out and explore the possibilities.What price would get you down to Ashburn?"
Okay so my mind is thinking he wants to use me as a model and try things out to see if this is something he would be interested in using for his photography. I asked his age and he said 26. He sent a photo and he was actually kind of cute. Well I told him this was starting to sound more like a play session. I asked if he had instant messengers? Said he talked on Gmail chat. We kept emailing back and forth. I asked if he would meet at a public place some before we do anything. He said he would. Well tonight he finally got on Gmail chat and thankfully my mind had time to think all this over. I straight up say I don't know his intentions. He said,"To meet,hang, and eventually play." I said,"Be honest does this really have anything to do with your photography at all?" He say, "No I guess not, but I'll pay you regardless." Well I told that asshole off. I said,"Look I am a model not a prostitute! I am on MM to do photo shoots! I am not on there to find play partners. If you are on MlM to try to get girls into fetish modeling to play with you for money then that is fucking sad! You should be praying I don't report you to the moderators at MM! Leave me alone and go join FetLife! Although it sounds like you need a girl from off of the street corner and you best believe I'm not one!" In a way I am kind of glad this happened. It was an awesome learning experience. I knew there were assholes like this out there, but I never had the chance to experience it until now. Now know what this is like and next time I'll know to not keep talking to so called "photographers". Yes the extra cash would have been nice, but I will never sell myself for money!
So let me explain. I look at my Yahoo and notice I have a new message on ModelMayhem. Well I go log in and I get excited because I get a message that says are you interested in a paid gig? I looked at the photographers profile and it he sounds like he is new and getting started. Hey we all have to start somewhere right? Well I write him back saying yes and what did he want to do? He writes:
"I'll pay you very well to come hangout and fool around with various fetish and bondage ideas. Don't even have to take pics if you don't want. I just want to branch out and explore the possibilities.What price would get you down to Ashburn?"
Okay so my mind is thinking he wants to use me as a model and try things out to see if this is something he would be interested in using for his photography. I asked his age and he said 26. He sent a photo and he was actually kind of cute. Well I told him this was starting to sound more like a play session. I asked if he had instant messengers? Said he talked on Gmail chat. We kept emailing back and forth. I asked if he would meet at a public place some before we do anything. He said he would. Well tonight he finally got on Gmail chat and thankfully my mind had time to think all this over. I straight up say I don't know his intentions. He said,"To meet,hang, and eventually play." I said,"Be honest does this really have anything to do with your photography at all?" He say, "No I guess not, but I'll pay you regardless." Well I told that asshole off. I said,"Look I am a model not a prostitute! I am on MM to do photo shoots! I am not on there to find play partners. If you are on MlM to try to get girls into fetish modeling to play with you for money then that is fucking sad! You should be praying I don't report you to the moderators at MM! Leave me alone and go join FetLife! Although it sounds like you need a girl from off of the street corner and you best believe I'm not one!" In a way I am kind of glad this happened. It was an awesome learning experience. I knew there were assholes like this out there, but I never had the chance to experience it until now. Now know what this is like and next time I'll know to not keep talking to so called "photographers". Yes the extra cash would have been nice, but I will never sell myself for money!
