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I havent been to Las Vegas in 25 years, and I think I just did myself out of a weekend there, due to my sheer stupidity.
My uncle lives in Vegas, and his 65th bday is coming up, so I suggested to my dad that we surprise my uncle, and take a trip to Vegas to see him.
In the meantime, since my mom died, I';ve been doing something that I'm ashamed to admit, because I'm usually so stable minded. Mitch who doesnt drink, smoke, or take drugs, ever, has been going to the casino.. once a week. I havent been losing big money, but.. my escapades caused my dad to have a concerned parent conversation with me on Saturday night. My uncle used to be an addictive gambler, and my dad told me he sees me going down the same path. My dad asked me to cut my casino trips down to once a month, which I agreed to.
My uncle keeps telling me how Vegas has changed. I'm dying to see it. The thing is.. I havent seen him in . 25 years, I wouldnt feel comfortable going to stay in his house without my dad, and a hotel room is expensive. I havent been on a vacation since my mom and I went to Nassau in 1990, so.. because my dad has the impression that I'm too much into gambling, I;m done out of a weekend in Vegas, even though I promised him I'd go to Acqueduct no more than once a month.
Hes been calling me several times a day, and today he unexpectedly came by to have lunch.
Bottom line,.. I'm not me. I dont care about baseball., or the election. There are times I miss my mom so much that I want to climb the walls.
I still love Jim Gardner, womens feet, tickling, this forum,. and the others I belong to, as well as of course my family and friends.
If this had been reversed, he had died, and my mom was still here, she would have scoffed it off as a phase.
I wanted to give him no fuel, and now I have, and I'm surpremely pissed at myself. All I plan now is to cut my casino trips down to to the promised once a month, to hopefully make this thing go away.
Mitch..
I havent been to Las Vegas in 25 years, and I think I just did myself out of a weekend there, due to my sheer stupidity.
My uncle lives in Vegas, and his 65th bday is coming up, so I suggested to my dad that we surprise my uncle, and take a trip to Vegas to see him.
In the meantime, since my mom died, I';ve been doing something that I'm ashamed to admit, because I'm usually so stable minded. Mitch who doesnt drink, smoke, or take drugs, ever, has been going to the casino.. once a week. I havent been losing big money, but.. my escapades caused my dad to have a concerned parent conversation with me on Saturday night. My uncle used to be an addictive gambler, and my dad told me he sees me going down the same path. My dad asked me to cut my casino trips down to once a month, which I agreed to.
My uncle keeps telling me how Vegas has changed. I'm dying to see it. The thing is.. I havent seen him in . 25 years, I wouldnt feel comfortable going to stay in his house without my dad, and a hotel room is expensive. I havent been on a vacation since my mom and I went to Nassau in 1990, so.. because my dad has the impression that I'm too much into gambling, I;m done out of a weekend in Vegas, even though I promised him I'd go to Acqueduct no more than once a month.
Hes been calling me several times a day, and today he unexpectedly came by to have lunch.
Bottom line,.. I'm not me. I dont care about baseball., or the election. There are times I miss my mom so much that I want to climb the walls.
I still love Jim Gardner, womens feet, tickling, this forum,. and the others I belong to, as well as of course my family and friends.
If this had been reversed, he had died, and my mom was still here, she would have scoffed it off as a phase.
I wanted to give him no fuel, and now I have, and I'm surpremely pissed at myself. All I plan now is to cut my casino trips down to to the promised once a month, to hopefully make this thing go away.
Mitch..
