Something shocking just happened...
I haven't posted about it..but.. I have a potentially serious problem, and its not because of anything I've done..
I got an email on Friday night. All agents have to complete a certain online course. The email said this had been told to us in the past,. but it was the first I'd heard of it..
The email said that if agents do not finish this course.. they will be suspended this upcoming Monday, May 5th, with termination shortly thereafter.
It took me a couple of hours in the middle of the night, from Friday night into Saturday morning, but,, I finished the course.
I emailed my supervisor immediately. He is away, and I haven't heard back from him.
I emailed him again early this morning.. because.. as the potential suspension date approaches, I want to make sure I completed everything properly.. and wanted to have time to fix it.. in case there is a problem.
Needless to say.. I'm holding my breath. As everyone knows, I've killed myself to have this position. I value it with every breath in me. I will be devastated if I'm suspended or terminated. Plus, even if they just suspend me, and then reinstate me, and I ever wanted to go to another insurance company.. that would go on my resume.. and an employer would be like "Why were you suspended".
I've been sick, so I missed a training session today, only the second day of work I';ve missed in the five months I've been there. I was also afraid that if I went down to the office, I would be upset, and say something that might make the situation worse. I don't have to go in until after the suspension date would be. I can work in the field until then. Plus, my supervisor is away anyway, so things aren't as crazy as they would be if he was here.
My dad knows that I've been holding my breath about this situation. He just called me, and he said that part of the reason he knows I;m upset, is that I worry he would think I fucked up, if I am suspended or fired.
That is part of it.., Plus.. the people in the family who hate me.. would have food to talk about me.
That got him upset. He said something like "It doesn't fucking matter what other people think. I know how hard you';ve tried to make this position work".
Validation, finally!
It still doesn't change that I'm holding my breath worrying if I';m going to be suspended.. and that I';m fucking pissed that I received the ominous email giving me this information at midnight on Friday night, took care of it immediately, its five days later, and I still don't know the status. If something is wrong.. I want to have the time to fix it.
I hope this situation is resolved by the potential suspension date.
I haven't posted about it..but.. I have a potentially serious problem, and its not because of anything I've done..
I got an email on Friday night. All agents have to complete a certain online course. The email said this had been told to us in the past,. but it was the first I'd heard of it..
The email said that if agents do not finish this course.. they will be suspended this upcoming Monday, May 5th, with termination shortly thereafter.
It took me a couple of hours in the middle of the night, from Friday night into Saturday morning, but,, I finished the course.
I emailed my supervisor immediately. He is away, and I haven't heard back from him.
I emailed him again early this morning.. because.. as the potential suspension date approaches, I want to make sure I completed everything properly.. and wanted to have time to fix it.. in case there is a problem.
Needless to say.. I'm holding my breath. As everyone knows, I've killed myself to have this position. I value it with every breath in me. I will be devastated if I'm suspended or terminated. Plus, even if they just suspend me, and then reinstate me, and I ever wanted to go to another insurance company.. that would go on my resume.. and an employer would be like "Why were you suspended".
I've been sick, so I missed a training session today, only the second day of work I';ve missed in the five months I've been there. I was also afraid that if I went down to the office, I would be upset, and say something that might make the situation worse. I don't have to go in until after the suspension date would be. I can work in the field until then. Plus, my supervisor is away anyway, so things aren't as crazy as they would be if he was here.
My dad knows that I've been holding my breath about this situation. He just called me, and he said that part of the reason he knows I;m upset, is that I worry he would think I fucked up, if I am suspended or fired.
That is part of it.., Plus.. the people in the family who hate me.. would have food to talk about me.
That got him upset. He said something like "It doesn't fucking matter what other people think. I know how hard you';ve tried to make this position work".
Validation, finally!
It still doesn't change that I'm holding my breath worrying if I';m going to be suspended.. and that I';m fucking pissed that I received the ominous email giving me this information at midnight on Friday night, took care of it immediately, its five days later, and I still don't know the status. If something is wrong.. I want to have the time to fix it.
I hope this situation is resolved by the potential suspension date.
