This was actually started yesterday and I decided to reintro my info.Not sure where that came from but I'll go with it.There are some thoughts I have regarding the new year but first I'd like to reflect on this past week.
This past week I was invited to attend another S&M party and it turned out to be a great time.I'm finding that the sadomasochist lifestyle is extremely fascinating and completely alluring with what seems like endless depths.One thing I've noticed is that personality disorders seem to be common among those into S&M,myself included. It's very interesting recognizing that,I haven't looked into it but certainly a commonality exists there,or at least appears that way.That'll be intriguing to research a little and I look forward to doing so.
One moment that stood out above all that night was when I was bound to another woman,whom I've met prior,and whipped while together.We assumed a position in which we were standing spread eagle and bound accordingly facing one another.She is very sensitive and highly reactive to most things,nonetheless being beaten with a bull whip.
One couldn't help but envision a married couple hundreds of years ago being bound and beaten in a similar fashion.In a later position I had embraced her in a way in which my hand was on the back of her head,holding it against my chest.It almost had a feeling of my wanting to take her pain or in turn,give her my strength. It was a very unique experience which ignited some wild and deeply imaginitive thoughts.
This was my second time engaged in a whipping session and many of the guests were surprised and impressed with my ability to endure pain.My entire backside was a masterpiece of whip marks when it was all said and done. I never would have thought to acknowledge such a display as a desirable art form.It's pretty wild and very cool.The only thing unappealing about the practice is the potential for real tough,leatherlike skin.For now I like my soft skin and plan on keeping it that way for a while. 😎
Another memorable moment was when a couple was taking great pleasure in tandemly whipping a young woman.They're pretty amazing people who posses a mutual love and appreciation for all that's sadistic.At one point while comforting her they engaged in a kiss which expressed all that's beautiful within the sadist mind.At that moment they connected on the deepest,darkest of levels.Powerful stuff.
As for the new year,I've begun restylin',or better yet, just kinda tweaking my apartment which has turned out to be quite enjoyable. It has the feel of moving in all over again,a feeling of renewal,a redirected sense of vision.This place has been a wreck with random junk and numerous belongings that were previously buried. I'd also like to add that I just smoked some herb and that my coffee is now gone. That means either I need to brew some tea or make a Dunkin' run....The apartment is coming along very well,it's truly a unique blend of select elements,it's going to be tight.
Also,writing is going to become a more frequent activity this year for a couple reasons.First and foremost,it's enjoyable as doing so stretches the imagination.It could serve as something to look forward to, even if done in a weekly manner.Commiting to doing so could prove very beneficial in the decievingly not so distant future.I've had some unlikely opportunites come to be and if I chose to accept,it would make for an interesting tale.One which I'd write a groundbreaking book about,it would be pretty incredible.The thought of writing a book never crossed my mind but a certain alignment has come to be and it's presence is undeniable.
Right now I know I'm bouncin' to get this french vanilla light and sweet and will resume shortly 🙂 ......The temperature is very nice right now which is making for a beautifully comfortable night. This coffee is also a beautiful thing as it's perfectly prepared,good stuff.As I walked into my apartment moments ago,I noticed the recently fine tuned living room has a powerful presence,yeah.It's kinda like POW,like a damn fine pow.
Some other outlooks include a more focused look at potential careers.Physical therapy seems a perfect fit and that's what I'm thinking.Between weight training for half a lifetime and the seemingly endless cycle of damaging and rehabbing injuries,it suits me nicely.The thought of doing a job that was not only enjoyable but deeply meaningful as well would be nice. First hand experience would be a great asset when relating to patients and the ailments which burden their lives.
In an attempt to keep this blog routine going, I'm going to research a subject and write about it next week.The subject will be the aforementioned,potential relationship between S&M and personality disorders.That'll work.Even though I haven't been diagnosed by a professional for having a disorder,it's pretty apparent and something I hadn't thought about for a while.There's no need to examine it thoroughly but it's a perfect example of how crucial it is to address any and all issues regarding the body's well being as quickly as possible.At this moment and over the past few days while pondering the subject I've found myself bewildered at times.It's hard to grasp how deeply one can fall into the state of depression and the physiological effects it can have.Recovery can be worse than the depths themselves as feelings and thoughts resurface after years of supression.It seems as if the true damaging severity of depression becomes apparent only as it's layers slowly fade away,if they fade away.Bad shit.
That's gonna just about do it.I'm going to smoke some more herb and find a stream of the fight right now. This will be my last marijuana infuenced post for a while as I will become more career oriented with the arrival of the new year. So that means a whole lot of smokey smoke tonight. 🙂 There were a few topics I would have liked to touch on but they'll have to wait until next time.I'll also make it a habit of closing every post with a touch of music.
This group was recently introduced to me and they're amazing. This dark,hauntingly beautiful music will surely influence and inspire many fascinating thoughts in times to come.
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This past week I was invited to attend another S&M party and it turned out to be a great time.I'm finding that the sadomasochist lifestyle is extremely fascinating and completely alluring with what seems like endless depths.One thing I've noticed is that personality disorders seem to be common among those into S&M,myself included. It's very interesting recognizing that,I haven't looked into it but certainly a commonality exists there,or at least appears that way.That'll be intriguing to research a little and I look forward to doing so.
One moment that stood out above all that night was when I was bound to another woman,whom I've met prior,and whipped while together.We assumed a position in which we were standing spread eagle and bound accordingly facing one another.She is very sensitive and highly reactive to most things,nonetheless being beaten with a bull whip.
One couldn't help but envision a married couple hundreds of years ago being bound and beaten in a similar fashion.In a later position I had embraced her in a way in which my hand was on the back of her head,holding it against my chest.It almost had a feeling of my wanting to take her pain or in turn,give her my strength. It was a very unique experience which ignited some wild and deeply imaginitive thoughts.This was my second time engaged in a whipping session and many of the guests were surprised and impressed with my ability to endure pain.My entire backside was a masterpiece of whip marks when it was all said and done. I never would have thought to acknowledge such a display as a desirable art form.It's pretty wild and very cool.The only thing unappealing about the practice is the potential for real tough,leatherlike skin.For now I like my soft skin and plan on keeping it that way for a while. 😎
Another memorable moment was when a couple was taking great pleasure in tandemly whipping a young woman.They're pretty amazing people who posses a mutual love and appreciation for all that's sadistic.At one point while comforting her they engaged in a kiss which expressed all that's beautiful within the sadist mind.At that moment they connected on the deepest,darkest of levels.Powerful stuff.
As for the new year,I've begun restylin',or better yet, just kinda tweaking my apartment which has turned out to be quite enjoyable. It has the feel of moving in all over again,a feeling of renewal,a redirected sense of vision.This place has been a wreck with random junk and numerous belongings that were previously buried. I'd also like to add that I just smoked some herb and that my coffee is now gone. That means either I need to brew some tea or make a Dunkin' run....The apartment is coming along very well,it's truly a unique blend of select elements,it's going to be tight.
Also,writing is going to become a more frequent activity this year for a couple reasons.First and foremost,it's enjoyable as doing so stretches the imagination.It could serve as something to look forward to, even if done in a weekly manner.Commiting to doing so could prove very beneficial in the decievingly not so distant future.I've had some unlikely opportunites come to be and if I chose to accept,it would make for an interesting tale.One which I'd write a groundbreaking book about,it would be pretty incredible.The thought of writing a book never crossed my mind but a certain alignment has come to be and it's presence is undeniable.
Right now I know I'm bouncin' to get this french vanilla light and sweet and will resume shortly 🙂 ......The temperature is very nice right now which is making for a beautifully comfortable night. This coffee is also a beautiful thing as it's perfectly prepared,good stuff.As I walked into my apartment moments ago,I noticed the recently fine tuned living room has a powerful presence,yeah.It's kinda like POW,like a damn fine pow.
Some other outlooks include a more focused look at potential careers.Physical therapy seems a perfect fit and that's what I'm thinking.Between weight training for half a lifetime and the seemingly endless cycle of damaging and rehabbing injuries,it suits me nicely.The thought of doing a job that was not only enjoyable but deeply meaningful as well would be nice. First hand experience would be a great asset when relating to patients and the ailments which burden their lives.
In an attempt to keep this blog routine going, I'm going to research a subject and write about it next week.The subject will be the aforementioned,potential relationship between S&M and personality disorders.That'll work.Even though I haven't been diagnosed by a professional for having a disorder,it's pretty apparent and something I hadn't thought about for a while.There's no need to examine it thoroughly but it's a perfect example of how crucial it is to address any and all issues regarding the body's well being as quickly as possible.At this moment and over the past few days while pondering the subject I've found myself bewildered at times.It's hard to grasp how deeply one can fall into the state of depression and the physiological effects it can have.Recovery can be worse than the depths themselves as feelings and thoughts resurface after years of supression.It seems as if the true damaging severity of depression becomes apparent only as it's layers slowly fade away,if they fade away.Bad shit.
That's gonna just about do it.I'm going to smoke some more herb and find a stream of the fight right now. This will be my last marijuana infuenced post for a while as I will become more career oriented with the arrival of the new year. So that means a whole lot of smokey smoke tonight. 🙂 There were a few topics I would have liked to touch on but they'll have to wait until next time.I'll also make it a habit of closing every post with a touch of music.
This group was recently introduced to me and they're amazing. This dark,hauntingly beautiful music will surely influence and inspire many fascinating thoughts in times to come.
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