So...
I'm taking my 24 hour hiatus from studying/work. I'm going to try and do some work later tonight, depending on how I feel. Right now my stomach is bothering me, and so is my ear tube. If I'm really too sick to work tonight, I will get back to it first thing tomorrow morning, which would be just a bit more than a 24 hour hiatus, but not by much.
I went to my favorite place today,. (Acqueduct of course) under a prescribed 90 minute time limit from Barney, that only grew to 90 minutes after I agreed to buy him lunch. (Which would cost me the same thing as a cab).
I won today.. First a $50 trifecta, and some at slots. I'm embarrassed to say I was running back and forth between the slots and horses, so I didn't even see the horse win. My total win for the day came to about $20, but still a win is a win.
When I came home, I called my aunt the artist to touch base. She goes on, and on, about her husband, and didn't even care that I felt sick.. or discuss my feelings about the exam. It's all about her, and it's becoming tiring. She complains how all my mom used to do is rant on about my father. Er.. no.. this woman rants on about her life, and, doesn't give a rat's rump about anyone else. When my grandmother was alive.. my grandmother would always say, "Every night my phone rang, it was Renee, and she went on and on about herself, money, etc, without even asking how I am".
I respect, and appreciate what my friend bill said about my not thinking of negative rubbish. Fact is.. even if I'm not disqualified from my exam, I can take it, and whether I pass, or fail, I cant take how my aunt acts anymore. Everyone else should "Forget" about their problems, in her estimation, but she can go on about hers. Oh, I admit that I go on about my problems. (My dad when applicable, his family, my ex best friend, work, my health, etc) , but I ALWAYS listen to anyone else's problems, and never brush off what someone else is feeling or going through.
I have to get back to work by tomorrow morning at latest, and maybe, tonight, if I can.
I just hope I can get through this, and come out okay on the other side.
I'm taking my 24 hour hiatus from studying/work. I'm going to try and do some work later tonight, depending on how I feel. Right now my stomach is bothering me, and so is my ear tube. If I'm really too sick to work tonight, I will get back to it first thing tomorrow morning, which would be just a bit more than a 24 hour hiatus, but not by much.
I went to my favorite place today,. (Acqueduct of course) under a prescribed 90 minute time limit from Barney, that only grew to 90 minutes after I agreed to buy him lunch. (Which would cost me the same thing as a cab).
I won today.. First a $50 trifecta, and some at slots. I'm embarrassed to say I was running back and forth between the slots and horses, so I didn't even see the horse win. My total win for the day came to about $20, but still a win is a win.
When I came home, I called my aunt the artist to touch base. She goes on, and on, about her husband, and didn't even care that I felt sick.. or discuss my feelings about the exam. It's all about her, and it's becoming tiring. She complains how all my mom used to do is rant on about my father. Er.. no.. this woman rants on about her life, and, doesn't give a rat's rump about anyone else. When my grandmother was alive.. my grandmother would always say, "Every night my phone rang, it was Renee, and she went on and on about herself, money, etc, without even asking how I am".
I respect, and appreciate what my friend bill said about my not thinking of negative rubbish. Fact is.. even if I'm not disqualified from my exam, I can take it, and whether I pass, or fail, I cant take how my aunt acts anymore. Everyone else should "Forget" about their problems, in her estimation, but she can go on about hers. Oh, I admit that I go on about my problems. (My dad when applicable, his family, my ex best friend, work, my health, etc) , but I ALWAYS listen to anyone else's problems, and never brush off what someone else is feeling or going through.
I have to get back to work by tomorrow morning at latest, and maybe, tonight, if I can.
I just hope I can get through this, and come out okay on the other side.
