Barney and my aunt the artist are unreal.
Even though Barney lives in the same complex as me, he has basically been ignoring me lately, seeing his friend Paul religiously, while never seeing me, and not calling me to inquire about my meeting with the lawyer on Wednesday.
In a move that I now realize was a mistake.. I reached out to him tonight, calling him. Even though I knew he has plans to see Paul tomorrow.. I just wanted to talk, and also inquired whether he could see me this week, or next weekend.
He gave me a BS answer.. saying its "Too soon to tell".
That set me off. I hung up, and fired off an email to him that his excuses are full of shit.
Bottom line.. This is a guy who used to rub his success in my face when I was down, sneering down at me. What I really think.. is that he doesn't want to be around me.. now that I'm hopefully starting to come out of my problems.
My aunt is also unreal. She has a difficult situation now, as she';s being forced to leave her husband, due to his abuse, and move in with a friend of a friend.
All she talks about.. is how much money my cousin, her son, is laying out for her move, and how "Badly she feels for him". This expense.. is a fraction of the help my mom and I gave her for years, which she apparently thought was just coming to her, and took for granted.
She';s also carrying on about her situation, and how difficult it is, totally negating how I had to pull myself up by the bootstraps, after watching my mom suffer and die of the worst disease , and dealing with everything alone
Also, how I've had to be civil/nice to people who until I did it their way (My dad and his family) didn't give a fuck if I was living or breathing. People do what they have to do, lady. Deal with it.
Seriously, fuck these people. I'm not going to talk to them.
I just need to focus on my goals, and what I need to do.. As for these people, let them be where they are. I don't need to deal with this shit.
Even though Barney lives in the same complex as me, he has basically been ignoring me lately, seeing his friend Paul religiously, while never seeing me, and not calling me to inquire about my meeting with the lawyer on Wednesday.
In a move that I now realize was a mistake.. I reached out to him tonight, calling him. Even though I knew he has plans to see Paul tomorrow.. I just wanted to talk, and also inquired whether he could see me this week, or next weekend.
He gave me a BS answer.. saying its "Too soon to tell".
That set me off. I hung up, and fired off an email to him that his excuses are full of shit.
Bottom line.. This is a guy who used to rub his success in my face when I was down, sneering down at me. What I really think.. is that he doesn't want to be around me.. now that I'm hopefully starting to come out of my problems.
My aunt is also unreal. She has a difficult situation now, as she';s being forced to leave her husband, due to his abuse, and move in with a friend of a friend.
All she talks about.. is how much money my cousin, her son, is laying out for her move, and how "Badly she feels for him". This expense.. is a fraction of the help my mom and I gave her for years, which she apparently thought was just coming to her, and took for granted.
She';s also carrying on about her situation, and how difficult it is, totally negating how I had to pull myself up by the bootstraps, after watching my mom suffer and die of the worst disease , and dealing with everything alone
Also, how I've had to be civil/nice to people who until I did it their way (My dad and his family) didn't give a fuck if I was living or breathing. People do what they have to do, lady. Deal with it.
Seriously, fuck these people. I'm not going to talk to them.
I just need to focus on my goals, and what I need to do.. As for these people, let them be where they are. I don't need to deal with this shit.
