So. I saw a counselor.

I was feeling better when I went in than I did when I came out. It truly could have been the biggest mistake I have ever made.

I just let it all out there and I told him the one thing that bothers me most. I felt like a complete ass. This guy is a little off ballance himself. The one thing that bothers me most, I have told no one about it but him and now I feel two inches tall. Needless to say I will never go back to him again. I have no idea why i thought this would help me in the slightest. Oh well.

I am a survivor. I guess I need to make amends to my mom. Does anyone know how to do that? So, onward and upward to the next day. I will be my own conselor and the doctor is in baby. I will kick my own ass. D My point is, I will not be back for a second session.