So stressed!

My closing got pushed out by a week, and I'm insanely stressed at work. What was supposed to be a relaxing weekend in Asheville turned out to be a weekend where I was pretty distracted by all the things going on. My soon-to-be ex-husband is harassing me, he somehow found out I bought a house, and our divorce date isn't until August 12. I'm praying he doesn't pull something between now and then. I don't trust him at all (obviously).

So I'm packing my stuff into a moving truck this Sunday. There it will stay until I close the following Friday. I'll be living like a hobo that week.

I really have to start proactively making improvements in my life. My short-term memory sucks and often when I'm trying my hardest to listen, things go in one ear and out the other. And the constant stress causes me to make stupid mistakes that make me look like the biggest idiot. I've got to have more confidence in myself and my abilities.

I came to New Hampshire for one reason and one reason only: to be Lee's submissive. It's unspeakably important to me that I get that right, that I grow into the perfect submissive for her. I'm working on a blog entry about that, but it's more appropriate for our D/s blog. I just had to take a load off, so to speak. Peace.