A couple days ago, I received some really bad news from my Mum about my sister. She was bleeding a lot and was hospitalized for 12 hrs, she lost the baby. I was going to be an aunt. I was going to spoil that kid rotten. At first when I heard she was pregnant I was really scared, not for me but for her. I never thought she would be able to handle a child. But after a while of thinking it was going to be the most life changing experience she would ever endure.
I woke up extremely depressed. I think I cried a good majority of the day. I cried because I never heard my sister in so much pain in all my years of knowing her. And I couldn't be there to take it away. No matter what crap we have put each other through, sisters are forever. After I cried my eyes out on the phone with Jay, I called up my neighbor across the street, who I've really enjoyed hanging out with. She is an extremely multi-talented musician. Her apartment is more furnished with insturments than actual furniture. I had another idea to do a recording of a song by an artist that I admire in so many ways. The artist is PJ Harvey, I have been going through many sore throats to try to get my voice to sound like hers. After all the damage I have done to myself and to my vox from being bulimic, I still try and it still hurts.
So, I sang Grow Grow Grow, it's a very pitchy song but it's helped me get through today on my depression. I feel secure that I am here for my sister; even though she's in another country. Ellenore ,I like to call her Elle my neighbor, god I love her. We experimented with several instruments and came down to her ukulele, that was been passed to her from her great great grandmother. And I jammed lightly on her conga drum. So we finished and I just finished editing, I think it turned out okay considering it was last minute and slightly half assed.
Enjoy.
Pj Harvey cover song - Grow Grow Grow
Dedicated to my sister.
I woke up extremely depressed. I think I cried a good majority of the day. I cried because I never heard my sister in so much pain in all my years of knowing her. And I couldn't be there to take it away. No matter what crap we have put each other through, sisters are forever. After I cried my eyes out on the phone with Jay, I called up my neighbor across the street, who I've really enjoyed hanging out with. She is an extremely multi-talented musician. Her apartment is more furnished with insturments than actual furniture. I had another idea to do a recording of a song by an artist that I admire in so many ways. The artist is PJ Harvey, I have been going through many sore throats to try to get my voice to sound like hers. After all the damage I have done to myself and to my vox from being bulimic, I still try and it still hurts.
So, I sang Grow Grow Grow, it's a very pitchy song but it's helped me get through today on my depression. I feel secure that I am here for my sister; even though she's in another country. Ellenore ,I like to call her Elle my neighbor, god I love her. We experimented with several instruments and came down to her ukulele, that was been passed to her from her great great grandmother. And I jammed lightly on her conga drum. So we finished and I just finished editing, I think it turned out okay considering it was last minute and slightly half assed.
Enjoy.
Pj Harvey cover song - Grow Grow Grow
Dedicated to my sister.
