One of the resturants that I go to on a fairly regular basis, has a very kind woman, Maria. Maria and I have talked some about our personal lives.
Maria, like me, is on her own. Unfortunately, she has even a worse situation than me, in that she lost her whole family, including parents and her brother, and continues to live in the house where she grew up, for financial reasons.
Maria's family has been gone for quite some time, and she tells me that, in her opinion, the "Time heals all wounds" is not true. She told me that she still feels tremendous pain, loss, and void about her family members who are no longer here.
As everyone who has read my posts is aware, my mom will be gone nine months tomorrow. This is going to be a very difficult month for me, with what would have been my mom's 75th bday on Jan 19, and then my bday on Jan
23.
In recent times, I';ve had a very difficult time looking at pictures of my mom. I sometimes talk to her at night. I dont know if she can hear me, but, it serves as a comfort.
I'm hopefully going to have a productive year this year. My dad called me on New Years Eve while I was at dinner, and told me to believe in myself, and that he believes in me. We are hopefully going to be spending time together, after not seeing each other much in recent weeks. I'm hopeful that my uncle's evil wishes wont affect my situation with my dad.
I intend to keep moving forward. Hopefully a new year will bring better luck.
Maria, like me, is on her own. Unfortunately, she has even a worse situation than me, in that she lost her whole family, including parents and her brother, and continues to live in the house where she grew up, for financial reasons.
Maria's family has been gone for quite some time, and she tells me that, in her opinion, the "Time heals all wounds" is not true. She told me that she still feels tremendous pain, loss, and void about her family members who are no longer here.
As everyone who has read my posts is aware, my mom will be gone nine months tomorrow. This is going to be a very difficult month for me, with what would have been my mom's 75th bday on Jan 19, and then my bday on Jan
23.
In recent times, I';ve had a very difficult time looking at pictures of my mom. I sometimes talk to her at night. I dont know if she can hear me, but, it serves as a comfort.
I'm hopefully going to have a productive year this year. My dad called me on New Years Eve while I was at dinner, and told me to believe in myself, and that he believes in me. We are hopefully going to be spending time together, after not seeing each other much in recent weeks. I'm hopeful that my uncle's evil wishes wont affect my situation with my dad.
I intend to keep moving forward. Hopefully a new year will bring better luck.
