I seriously cant believe how selfish everyone in my life is.
I was supposed to have lunch with my father today, to hopefully discuss my situation. This morning, he calls me out of the clear blue, claiming a "hurt back", but then asking me to have lunch with his son in law and him. I felt that inappropriate, as I'm in a really bad mood, and need to discuss serious issues with my father. I was also royally pissed, because, my father sees me for a total of.. a few hours a month, and the other people are much more important to him than I am. I declined.
I'm going to go back to the original plan I had today: Going to the casino alone. Let Barney and my father seriously go fuck themselves.
If I had the warewithal, I'd love to get rid of all of them. I was much happier without any of these people in my life. All they think about is themselves.
I was supposed to have lunch with my father today, to hopefully discuss my situation. This morning, he calls me out of the clear blue, claiming a "hurt back", but then asking me to have lunch with his son in law and him. I felt that inappropriate, as I'm in a really bad mood, and need to discuss serious issues with my father. I was also royally pissed, because, my father sees me for a total of.. a few hours a month, and the other people are much more important to him than I am. I declined.
I'm going to go back to the original plan I had today: Going to the casino alone. Let Barney and my father seriously go fuck themselves.
If I had the warewithal, I'd love to get rid of all of them. I was much happier without any of these people in my life. All they think about is themselves.
