I've posted about the terrible dizzy spells, headaches, and the fall I had at the headache Dr;'s office on Tuesday.
I was very bad with pain on Tuesday, Wednesday, and most of last night. By late last night, and today, it had finally subsided a bit.
For some reason , the obsessed scumbag T just wont give it up. It like he thinks that his fantasy of control over me, and almost obsession of the only thing on my mind.
In reality I have an 81 year old father who has had many operations, and is in a lot of pain, and my own health as my top concerns.
"T" called today.
Its like he is almost "obsessed with me" because I literally never call him.
First he started going on about things in regard to my condition.
T used to pay for cars both ways from my house to his. Then we cut it to one car, where I take the train down, and he pays for a car back.
There is a very large flight of stairs in Penn Station from the station to the train to T's house in NJ, and another large flight of stairs to get from the Queens train to Penn Station main level,
Considering my condition, I am leery of walking up and down large flights of stairs, as proven on Tuesday, when, after walking up the stairs to go from the Queens train to my Drs office in Manhattan, I had a severe dizzy spell, and fall in the Drs waiting room.
T now says "I am not paying for anything, you have to do both ways on the train, no matter how you feel, and then told me of an even longer way , to go from Queens to Manhattan by train,, walk, and then take a bus
Why would I do that, when I could walk stairs in the same station the Queens train stops at, to take another train to get to NJ.
I offered to do the train one way, and then split a car with him home.
He said, no saying. "He has to be firm"
This bastard, and his control, is more important to him than his friend's health, when this prick saw how I fell down two flights of stairs at his house last summer on separate times, due to dizzy spells, migraines, maybe mild seizures.
I sat there today, not wanting to get into it, to keep my energy, and just let the psychopath talk.
Then before the conversation ended, T said.
"I Love You"
Excuse me????????
If this prick "loved me" as he says he does, he would work with me.
He saw last summer how I would fall away dead after getting off the two trains, with the large flights of stairs.
He is the most hateful person in my generation I've ever known, even worse than my ex best friend, with as ugly as my thirty year relationship with my ex best friend ended,
Last week T got me so upset that I told him I wanted it over, or to at least, take a significant break.
He got extremely upset and said he does not want that.
Then , why, does he behave in ways that he knows constantly make me hate him, and make me want to end it with him?
Truly an emotionally disturbed person.
I just plan to avoid him, until I feel better, and can think clearly, to figure out what I want to do with him.
I'm trying to stay calm and focus on my Botox, and get through the pain until then, and on being there for my Dad in any way he needs me.
T is truly evil and sick.
I was very bad with pain on Tuesday, Wednesday, and most of last night. By late last night, and today, it had finally subsided a bit.
For some reason , the obsessed scumbag T just wont give it up. It like he thinks that his fantasy of control over me, and almost obsession of the only thing on my mind.
In reality I have an 81 year old father who has had many operations, and is in a lot of pain, and my own health as my top concerns.
"T" called today.
Its like he is almost "obsessed with me" because I literally never call him.
First he started going on about things in regard to my condition.
T used to pay for cars both ways from my house to his. Then we cut it to one car, where I take the train down, and he pays for a car back.
There is a very large flight of stairs in Penn Station from the station to the train to T's house in NJ, and another large flight of stairs to get from the Queens train to Penn Station main level,
Considering my condition, I am leery of walking up and down large flights of stairs, as proven on Tuesday, when, after walking up the stairs to go from the Queens train to my Drs office in Manhattan, I had a severe dizzy spell, and fall in the Drs waiting room.
T now says "I am not paying for anything, you have to do both ways on the train, no matter how you feel, and then told me of an even longer way , to go from Queens to Manhattan by train,, walk, and then take a bus
Why would I do that, when I could walk stairs in the same station the Queens train stops at, to take another train to get to NJ.
I offered to do the train one way, and then split a car with him home.
He said, no saying. "He has to be firm"
This bastard, and his control, is more important to him than his friend's health, when this prick saw how I fell down two flights of stairs at his house last summer on separate times, due to dizzy spells, migraines, maybe mild seizures.
I sat there today, not wanting to get into it, to keep my energy, and just let the psychopath talk.
Then before the conversation ended, T said.
"I Love You"
Excuse me????????
If this prick "loved me" as he says he does, he would work with me.
He saw last summer how I would fall away dead after getting off the two trains, with the large flights of stairs.
He is the most hateful person in my generation I've ever known, even worse than my ex best friend, with as ugly as my thirty year relationship with my ex best friend ended,
Last week T got me so upset that I told him I wanted it over, or to at least, take a significant break.
He got extremely upset and said he does not want that.
Then , why, does he behave in ways that he knows constantly make me hate him, and make me want to end it with him?
Truly an emotionally disturbed person.
I just plan to avoid him, until I feel better, and can think clearly, to figure out what I want to do with him.
I'm trying to stay calm and focus on my Botox, and get through the pain until then, and on being there for my Dad in any way he needs me.
T is truly evil and sick.
