After I made the last blog entry... I got a very ominous letter in the mail, from Aflac.
The letter said that I have not produced business in six months. This, I know, every day. It then gave me a lip service motivational speech, before saying "It is Aflac;s policy to terminate agent';s contracts who have not produced business in 12 months. ". Needless to say, this is very upsetting.,
As I've mentioned, they have serious restrictions on me, with who I can, and cant, sign.
I'm not ready to cold call yet. My speech is still shaky, and my therapist said I'm not ready yet.
The situation with the lawyer is dragging on, and may take months.,. or not at all.
I emailed my father, told him this, and told him that such is why I have the lawyers on my mind all the time, and also to please excuse me from the family party with the cousins.
I called my aunt the artist, the bitch, and told her about the letter, and that I will be fired if business is not produced very soon. All she said.. coldly, is,. " I'm sorry". I blew up at her, and told her she really is a miserable human being, as long as she goes on about herself.
Also, in the mail.. my mom;s footstone is up. Fitting., If I don't do business soon, my insurance career at Aflac will also be dead.
I'm feeling very depressed, and despondant. My career is nowhere, and my family is a pile of miserable human beings who don't care.
I should take a cab to the cemetery, and cry to my mom. She's the only one that truly cared about me.
I don't know what comes next. I';m going to wait out the situation with the lawyers, and see if it happens, and continue to work on my speech. If the lawyers don't happen, and the speech takes more time where I cant cold call, I may just bow out gracefully before they fire me.
Sometimes I seriously wish it was just over. I'm doing everything to help myself, God isn't helping me, and I have a pack of miserable family who make it worse.
The letter said that I have not produced business in six months. This, I know, every day. It then gave me a lip service motivational speech, before saying "It is Aflac;s policy to terminate agent';s contracts who have not produced business in 12 months. ". Needless to say, this is very upsetting.,
As I've mentioned, they have serious restrictions on me, with who I can, and cant, sign.
I'm not ready to cold call yet. My speech is still shaky, and my therapist said I'm not ready yet.
The situation with the lawyer is dragging on, and may take months.,. or not at all.
I emailed my father, told him this, and told him that such is why I have the lawyers on my mind all the time, and also to please excuse me from the family party with the cousins.
I called my aunt the artist, the bitch, and told her about the letter, and that I will be fired if business is not produced very soon. All she said.. coldly, is,. " I'm sorry". I blew up at her, and told her she really is a miserable human being, as long as she goes on about herself.
Also, in the mail.. my mom;s footstone is up. Fitting., If I don't do business soon, my insurance career at Aflac will also be dead.
I'm feeling very depressed, and despondant. My career is nowhere, and my family is a pile of miserable human beings who don't care.
I should take a cab to the cemetery, and cry to my mom. She's the only one that truly cared about me.
I don't know what comes next. I';m going to wait out the situation with the lawyers, and see if it happens, and continue to work on my speech. If the lawyers don't happen, and the speech takes more time where I cant cold call, I may just bow out gracefully before they fire me.
Sometimes I seriously wish it was just over. I'm doing everything to help myself, God isn't helping me, and I have a pack of miserable family who make it worse.
