I take full responsibility for this. If my mom and maternal grandfather can see me, and there is a place called Heaven, where the departed can see their living relatives, they are both probably very ashamed of me right now. I'm extremely pissed at myself.
I've posted on here about the uncivil treatment that my father's cousins, and my uncle, have given me. My father proceeds to kiss all of their asses, like their behavior is acceptable.
In spite of my ill advised expression on the forum about my situation, I had remained remarkably calm around my father.
Last Wednesday night, that all changed. For whatever reason, I started crying in front of him.
After that, he had mentioned about my talking to a therapist. Fine.
Today, without even discussing it with me, he went to the internist, and got me an anti depressant drug,. I thought that was out of line, and uncalled for, without discussing it with me, and my discussing it with the internist.
I firmly told him that pushing forward on the business, would immediately put me into a much better frame of mind., He claims he has a call into the attorney.
Knowing my uncle, and the fact that my father does everything his brother says, and has no mind of his own, I'm sure that my uncle told my father to get me the anti depressant. My father just came back from a weekend in Vegas, so I'm sure the two geniuses discussed it. My uncle wishes I would fall off the face of the earth, but if that cant happen, he wants me to have the worst life possible, as he expressed to me when he saw me.
It galls me. My father wins, on every front. My mom died, which made him thrilled. His family got to take their horrible potshots at me. He benefited financially, and gets to treat me whichever way he wants. Now, he can say "Mitch is on anti depressant, and thats all Sheila's fault", as if his behavior and his family's has nothing to do with it.
My only hope is to get this business started and break free of him financially.
I've had potshots taken at me for my situation with him, but if anyone thinks I like this, think again. What I would like is to break free of him, and then treat him as I wish.
Thankfully, I wont be seeing his rotten cousins for Passover. My friend Adam's family invited me, so I'm going there, but I wouldnt have gone anyway.
My father always used to say when his family was abusive to me "I dont want to take sanctions against them, because I dont want your mother and you to be the winners".
Now, hes the winner. He knows it, and loves it.
I'm hoping that if I work hard, I can build a business so that I can creep out of this mess I'm in with him.
I've posted on here about the uncivil treatment that my father's cousins, and my uncle, have given me. My father proceeds to kiss all of their asses, like their behavior is acceptable.
In spite of my ill advised expression on the forum about my situation, I had remained remarkably calm around my father.
Last Wednesday night, that all changed. For whatever reason, I started crying in front of him.
After that, he had mentioned about my talking to a therapist. Fine.
Today, without even discussing it with me, he went to the internist, and got me an anti depressant drug,. I thought that was out of line, and uncalled for, without discussing it with me, and my discussing it with the internist.
I firmly told him that pushing forward on the business, would immediately put me into a much better frame of mind., He claims he has a call into the attorney.
Knowing my uncle, and the fact that my father does everything his brother says, and has no mind of his own, I'm sure that my uncle told my father to get me the anti depressant. My father just came back from a weekend in Vegas, so I'm sure the two geniuses discussed it. My uncle wishes I would fall off the face of the earth, but if that cant happen, he wants me to have the worst life possible, as he expressed to me when he saw me.
It galls me. My father wins, on every front. My mom died, which made him thrilled. His family got to take their horrible potshots at me. He benefited financially, and gets to treat me whichever way he wants. Now, he can say "Mitch is on anti depressant, and thats all Sheila's fault", as if his behavior and his family's has nothing to do with it.
My only hope is to get this business started and break free of him financially.
I've had potshots taken at me for my situation with him, but if anyone thinks I like this, think again. What I would like is to break free of him, and then treat him as I wish.
Thankfully, I wont be seeing his rotten cousins for Passover. My friend Adam's family invited me, so I'm going there, but I wouldnt have gone anyway.
My father always used to say when his family was abusive to me "I dont want to take sanctions against them, because I dont want your mother and you to be the winners".
Now, hes the winner. He knows it, and loves it.
I'm hoping that if I work hard, I can build a business so that I can creep out of this mess I'm in with him.
