She doesn't even know what she's doing.
She's talking, she's putting things away, or maybe she's just standing with a drink in her hand...whatever she's doing...it can be anything that sets it off......does she think I'm just immune to her? Doesn't she know I'm always making a choice to be merciful? Always? 99% of the time?
It builds and it builds until I can't take it anymore......outwardly, I'm quiet, inside though....I'm in locked in a struggle...touch her touch her don't touch her.....tickle her.....just tickle her, man....no, leave her alone....no....do it........do it.........get her........get her....
When I get her, I feel like a ....like a man! Whether or not I get her light....or intense.....for a moment....or for a long time......I'll feel as if I've conquered her, not even bedding her makes me feel that way. Sex to me is an extension of the feeling I get from tickling her, it's the tickling itself that makes me put a notch on my belt, never the sex. If I've tickled her....I've had her.
When I am "with" her, and she's a lover, I want to see her face, so I know its her, the one who walked in that night and tempted me to do it, the one who got hersef tickled, the one who's in my bed right now, getting fucked by the guy who just tickled her........that's about the only time sex itself comes into the equation....and if I didn't just tickle her, then I certainly had at some point, because I've NEVER had sex with an unticklish girl, never! Eeeeew!!!!!!!!
She's talking, she's putting things away, or maybe she's just standing with a drink in her hand...whatever she's doing...it can be anything that sets it off......does she think I'm just immune to her? Doesn't she know I'm always making a choice to be merciful? Always? 99% of the time?
It builds and it builds until I can't take it anymore......outwardly, I'm quiet, inside though....I'm in locked in a struggle...touch her touch her don't touch her.....tickle her.....just tickle her, man....no, leave her alone....no....do it........do it.........get her........get her....
When I get her, I feel like a ....like a man! Whether or not I get her light....or intense.....for a moment....or for a long time......I'll feel as if I've conquered her, not even bedding her makes me feel that way. Sex to me is an extension of the feeling I get from tickling her, it's the tickling itself that makes me put a notch on my belt, never the sex. If I've tickled her....I've had her.
When I am "with" her, and she's a lover, I want to see her face, so I know its her, the one who walked in that night and tempted me to do it, the one who got hersef tickled, the one who's in my bed right now, getting fucked by the guy who just tickled her........that's about the only time sex itself comes into the equation....and if I didn't just tickle her, then I certainly had at some point, because I've NEVER had sex with an unticklish girl, never! Eeeeew!!!!!!!!
