Although my pain, while still there, is not as extreme as the day that I nearly fell over in the Botox' Dr's office, I was still in a lot of pain last night and today.
Therefore, my regular neurologist requested I come over today.
On the way over there, I had an adventure. I nearly fell down a flight of stairs at the Forest Hills subway station, before luckily catching myself to avoid the fall.
I think that with all the falls I've had lately, I've become almost, paranoid to walk down large flights of stairs.
I went over to his office.
We talked, and he said that he "Has every hope and belief " that the Botox treatment will help my problem greatly or solve it.
In addition to this, my Dsd said that his pain was so intense today, that he had to have a visit to the Dr who did his shoulder operation.
The appointment was about two hours ago, no word. I'm just going to have to be patient. I hope that it is nothing serious.
Its almost like, enough is enough.
If T continues to call and stalk me, I'm going to tell the bastard that I had a serious fall and seizure, and to please leave me alone until I want to talk to him. His actions and lecture to me yesterday has made me hate him worse than ever., T cant come up here and piut a gun to my head to force me to go down to his house. What infuriates me is how he says this shit, and then tells me "He Loves me", and does not want to lose me. It is all about control, His other two friends have wives and children. I am the only single friend he has. He could find another woman, and likely will at some point, but his history of relationships with women is not good, considering his verbal abuse, history of cheating on gfs, and how he feels they "use him" He is angry, and lets it all out to me. This will end with him. I just dont know how.
Anyhow!
Three days until the 10th anniversary of my mom's passing. I'm sure I will feel sad as I always do, but the most important issues are my Dad;s health, and my Botox and dealing with these migraines.
We will see what happens.
I know that I just have to be patient, and hope and pray.
Therefore, my regular neurologist requested I come over today.
On the way over there, I had an adventure. I nearly fell down a flight of stairs at the Forest Hills subway station, before luckily catching myself to avoid the fall.
I think that with all the falls I've had lately, I've become almost, paranoid to walk down large flights of stairs.
I went over to his office.
We talked, and he said that he "Has every hope and belief " that the Botox treatment will help my problem greatly or solve it.
In addition to this, my Dsd said that his pain was so intense today, that he had to have a visit to the Dr who did his shoulder operation.
The appointment was about two hours ago, no word. I'm just going to have to be patient. I hope that it is nothing serious.
Its almost like, enough is enough.
If T continues to call and stalk me, I'm going to tell the bastard that I had a serious fall and seizure, and to please leave me alone until I want to talk to him. His actions and lecture to me yesterday has made me hate him worse than ever., T cant come up here and piut a gun to my head to force me to go down to his house. What infuriates me is how he says this shit, and then tells me "He Loves me", and does not want to lose me. It is all about control, His other two friends have wives and children. I am the only single friend he has. He could find another woman, and likely will at some point, but his history of relationships with women is not good, considering his verbal abuse, history of cheating on gfs, and how he feels they "use him" He is angry, and lets it all out to me. This will end with him. I just dont know how.
Anyhow!
Three days until the 10th anniversary of my mom's passing. I'm sure I will feel sad as I always do, but the most important issues are my Dad;s health, and my Botox and dealing with these migraines.
We will see what happens.
I know that I just have to be patient, and hope and pray.
