I saw Maria today, and we had our usual.. three hour convo. I cant divulge what we talked about. She's upset about something/someone, which I think is at least part of the reason she doesn't want to take the next step with me. That having been said.
She sometimes likes to tease me about my foot fetish. I said something to her like "As part of my foot fetish, which my ex gf was okay with. (True) I used to ask her to stand barefoot on a ladder for me, because she was petite only 5'2. also true. Then I asked her, "Have you ever done that", meaning stand barefoot on a ladder. Her reply was "I'm 5'9, so I don't need to".
So... supposedly not ticklish,. doesn't like ladders, hung up on another guy who treats her like shit, for what reason I don't know.
Yet, after all this, she is always interested in when she's going to see me next, and tells me that I'm the only person she can talk to.
Sigh!
She's very nice.. but I know that no matter what happens, she and I aren't taking that next step. My aunt the astrologer is waiting to see if Maria is going to miss me when she leaves to work at the place near her house. I'm thinking.. this might well just end.
I have to try and put this aside for now, as I have an important meeting with my father tomorrow, that I know will be difficult and unpleasant.
She sometimes likes to tease me about my foot fetish. I said something to her like "As part of my foot fetish, which my ex gf was okay with. (True) I used to ask her to stand barefoot on a ladder for me, because she was petite only 5'2. also true. Then I asked her, "Have you ever done that", meaning stand barefoot on a ladder. Her reply was "I'm 5'9, so I don't need to".
So... supposedly not ticklish,. doesn't like ladders, hung up on another guy who treats her like shit, for what reason I don't know.
Yet, after all this, she is always interested in when she's going to see me next, and tells me that I'm the only person she can talk to.
Sigh!
She's very nice.. but I know that no matter what happens, she and I aren't taking that next step. My aunt the astrologer is waiting to see if Maria is going to miss me when she leaves to work at the place near her house. I'm thinking.. this might well just end.
I have to try and put this aside for now, as I have an important meeting with my father tomorrow, that I know will be difficult and unpleasant.
