I just had a stupid moment. That's what I'm calling it. A stupid moment where I fell down the rabbit's hole and started feeling vulnerable and inadequate. 🙁
I let something so stupid bother me. I know it's all good nature fun, teasing among friends. But I fell down that stupid rabbit's hole and got upset.
I feel like I've come a long way on here but today I felt like I took two steps backward. Growing up feeling rejected, feeling like no one wants to include you, it left a scar. An emotional scar that got ripped open over something really, honestly stupid.
I'm not gonna name what upset me because I don't wanna make anyone feel bad or sorry when it's my problem for reacting this way. I feel so stupid for letting it upset me when I know that was not the intention.
With the help of friend whom I dumped this on, I've gotten my balance back. Hopefully I won't be falling down any more rabbit holes. At least for awhile. But thankfully I have friends who'll reach down and help me out when I need them.
I let something so stupid bother me. I know it's all good nature fun, teasing among friends. But I fell down that stupid rabbit's hole and got upset.
I feel like I've come a long way on here but today I felt like I took two steps backward. Growing up feeling rejected, feeling like no one wants to include you, it left a scar. An emotional scar that got ripped open over something really, honestly stupid.
I'm not gonna name what upset me because I don't wanna make anyone feel bad or sorry when it's my problem for reacting this way. I feel so stupid for letting it upset me when I know that was not the intention.
With the help of friend whom I dumped this on, I've gotten my balance back. Hopefully I won't be falling down any more rabbit holes. At least for awhile. But thankfully I have friends who'll reach down and help me out when I need them.
I just booked my flight...