I caught a bad cold/virus, likely from the hard work, and aggravation of this week. I merely questioned to my father about whether I should perhaps mention my illness to Jay, and whether or not I should inquire about postponing the exam. Instead of giving me a normal, human answer, my father angrily said "No, illness isn't a reason to postpone it. People go to work when they are sick".,
Yes, but this is different. I'm going to be taking the exam in a small room with others., Maybe the testing monitor wouldn't want me to risk giving the monitors or other test takers illness,.
Then it dawned on me,., With my father;s angry outburst of my taking "Any job", he probably wants me to fail the exam.., so he can then have the satisfaction of seeing me not achieve my goal again, and he and his brother can laugh if I had to take a minimum wage job.
What would make me laugh, is if I could get on my feet and tell my father to go to hell. There is no reason for me to stay with him. His abuse is becoming more frequent. We spend no time together.
Sick or well. I hope I pass Monday so I can start my insurance career. By the end of 2014, I would love to be on my way in a career, and estranged from this man,. I never realized just how rotten he really is.
Yes, but this is different. I'm going to be taking the exam in a small room with others., Maybe the testing monitor wouldn't want me to risk giving the monitors or other test takers illness,.
Then it dawned on me,., With my father;s angry outburst of my taking "Any job", he probably wants me to fail the exam.., so he can then have the satisfaction of seeing me not achieve my goal again, and he and his brother can laugh if I had to take a minimum wage job.
What would make me laugh, is if I could get on my feet and tell my father to go to hell. There is no reason for me to stay with him. His abuse is becoming more frequent. We spend no time together.
Sick or well. I hope I pass Monday so I can start my insurance career. By the end of 2014, I would love to be on my way in a career, and estranged from this man,. I never realized just how rotten he really is.
