im very exited that there is finaly a gathering close to home but im also sad cuz i not sure if i can go or not i wanna go so baddly and i working so hard to come up with the rest of the cash to go i just doing know if i can do it or not and that makes me sad i racking my brains trying to find ways of coming up with the cash im trying to sell stuff im waiting on money owed me i never got the money from baby sitting so that scred me that would have helped a ton if i was able to get a roomate or 2 and mayby a ride i may beable to do this but as i said not sure as of yet im having such a hard time money wise and trying to make ends meet right now and going to this would be awsome wooofaaa just so down and frustraited right now cannot relax cuz my brain is running a thousond miles an hour 
