In less than 36 hours, the most important meeting of my life begins. The meeting with the 100 man law firm that I've posted about for weeks. Suffice to say.. I'm becoming more.. apprehensive by the moment.
My dad just called me. He's very supportive. I feel like this meeting is "Do or Die". It doesn't mean that I'm going to get fired.. or be asked to leave Aflac, if we don't get this account.. The way I see it. it will be a major boost.. for the company, and for me, if we do get this account, and a very big blow.. especially for me, if we don't get it.
My dad wants to see me just to be supportive tomorrow.. after my appointment with my speech therapist,. It is much appreciated. He keeps saying that all he wants from me is an honest effort, and that as he looks at the progress I've made over the past 10 months, I'm a different person than I was, even in spite of my weekend trips to the casino.
My friends.. please say a prayer for me. I deserve this to happen,.. after how hard I worked, and the heartbreak I've had the past four years. When I heard about the passing of Robin Williams, one of my all time favorite actors.. the shock and grief of his death, and my feelings about this meeting, caused me to start crying hysterically. It got worse when my dad said "If you get this account, I will be happier then you will". I want to make a path for myself, in a good career.
Sigh! What happens isn't completely in my control. All I can do is go there.. do my best.. let my supervisor do his presentation, and hope.
My dad just called me. He's very supportive. I feel like this meeting is "Do or Die". It doesn't mean that I'm going to get fired.. or be asked to leave Aflac, if we don't get this account.. The way I see it. it will be a major boost.. for the company, and for me, if we do get this account, and a very big blow.. especially for me, if we don't get it.
My dad wants to see me just to be supportive tomorrow.. after my appointment with my speech therapist,. It is much appreciated. He keeps saying that all he wants from me is an honest effort, and that as he looks at the progress I've made over the past 10 months, I'm a different person than I was, even in spite of my weekend trips to the casino.
My friends.. please say a prayer for me. I deserve this to happen,.. after how hard I worked, and the heartbreak I've had the past four years. When I heard about the passing of Robin Williams, one of my all time favorite actors.. the shock and grief of his death, and my feelings about this meeting, caused me to start crying hysterically. It got worse when my dad said "If you get this account, I will be happier then you will". I want to make a path for myself, in a good career.
Sigh! What happens isn't completely in my control. All I can do is go there.. do my best.. let my supervisor do his presentation, and hope.
